Updated 13.Oct.2009

I am an avid wikipedia-fan and, gaining knowledge and wisdom from that almighty source, I suspect that I suffer from avoidant personality disorder. Having gotten that out of the way, I guess that's the reason why I rarely answer messages here. It's because I'm a jerk who just doesn't trust people... or I lack the motivation. Or I'm just lazy. But I love the tests. So, I never really saw okcupid as an online dating site. Enough about issues, here's a self-summary:

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I'm everyones ordinary kid on the surface. I tend to be nice and a bit shy at first, at least until I warm up to new people. Pity you don't know, how crazy I can get sometimes. I can be very childish and energetic, though most of the time I prefer to be... let's say, comfortable (thats lazy, yeah, but life is meant to be enjoyed!).

I'm wacky enough to do the most curious things, but also I'm not as stupid as anyone who saw me doing those things would rate me. People complain about my stubborness and often call me a tease. I often have to bite my tongue and tone down the sarcasm, although I don't necessarily look down on people I make fun of. Come on, is a bit of self-irony out of the question?

I love arts and am pretty creative myself, painting and drawing comics whenever I have time and inspiration. Often I get my inspiration from reading a good book, which I always prefer to read in the original language. That goes for movies too.

I dislike stress, being in a hurry and waking up early (as I'm actually more a night person. My friends keep complaining abaut that one. :D). Also (from what I heard from friends;)) I tend to be rather destructive. Don't leave me with a katana alone, or your door and your newly polished furniture snuff it! Yes, well, minor accidents tend to happen around me. Rooms tend to end up like a battlefield. Organized people tend to have heart attacks in my vicinity... It's a mystery.

I also hate people bugging me with stupid things or people delimiting my personal freedom. I consider myself to be a very tolerant person, but I get picky when someone wants to force me to do something I dislike. In that sense, I'm still a bit immature.

Its very important to me to have enough space, freedom.

I want to travel, to see the world, do whatever I like. I consider myself to be rather spontaneus and in the same time, rational.

And I talked too much.

*points to this summary*

You think I'm studying to be an economist just for the fun of it? Or that I want to become an accountant, an office suit wearer or a routine-machine in a tiny white cubicle? See my this-is-ridiculous face? Well, here's my this-is-ridiculous face.

In truth, I don't know what to do with my life. Hence, the study of economy, a large field for the largely undecided, as I'd like to see it.

Oh, there are some things I love to do, but I wouldn't call them my life's ambitions.

I love studying just for the fun of it. I like learning new things, even if its economy. Bad thing is, I'm just not compatible with the exams following my studying.

I would also rather study arts, mathematics, politics, psychology, informatics, economy, history, sociology, biology, medicine, law, foreign cultures and the list goes on, but since its not possible to have them all ( being an eternal student stops being appealing by the time you turn 30), and being a scatterbrain generally decreases your chances to do someting worthwhile, I had to pick one domain. And, yeah, I study economics for the job opportunities ( zeh MONEY), although I have published a comic in Germany.

Having a job that involves creativity, decent pay and a non-rigid schedule would be fine by me.

And if we're talking about dreaming, I would like to have the freedom to access any information any time I like, without being forced to do something for it and to go anywhere I like, while living comfortably.

Then I'll gather a boatload o' money - I'll rob a bank or something - and travel all around the world, possibly being chased by the police. :P

On the top of my list are: Japan, Ireland, Scotland, China, India, South America, Africa and Northern Europe. Anyone donating tickets?

What's that thing with the... squiggly lines... ink blots ... pencils? What's it called? Ah! Drawing! I do that. I rock at it. And I'm modest.

Secretly I'm also calling myself the Last-Minute-Master, though I don't know if that's necessarily a good thing.

I'm good at remaining calm. I love seeing people loosing their heads, when they see, they can't actually impress me with their yelling in a fight. I'm not so good at verbally exploding back, which cost me in the past.

Recently I've become good at debating, but I haven't had real challenges yet.

Pardon me? You see me and don't immediately think of myself as your supreme dark leader? ... *turns to henchmen* Hang him!

(the thing is not to take me toooo seriously, but on a more serious note:)

That I look somehow inexplicably Asian. It's the eyes, I tell ya!
Also, I tend to sometimes wear bright colored clothing.

Books:
All hail Pratchett! Like Fantasy. Like Sci-Fi. Like Thrillers. Like Pop-Science. Like various uncategorizable stuff. Even read Chick-novels and romance fluff. Must finally start on something heavier, only had light comedy and fantasy for some time now.

I can't possibly point out all my favorites regarding books, but one thing I can say is I like to read. I hate seeing my reading list getting longer while the days are getting shorter :)
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Music? I'm not excessively music-obsessed. If you tell me to ennumerate five songs of a pretty-known band, I might come up with two. But I like rock, metal, punk, jazz, blues, medieval rock, various folk songs, even country and sometimes classic, and, though not really my style, I like some hiphop/rap songs and even techno. Hey, it happens.

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Food.
Right now, I'm fond of sushi and potatoes. Does black tea count as food, or, at least, breakfast?

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Movies:
Pirating various movies.* Not really so fond of blockbusters. Hard to find quality entertainment these days.

*Disclaimer: I do not support/condone/encourage illegal activity. Descriptions on this site should be taken with a grain of salt and a generous serving of lulz.

Friends Humour Internet Money Brain

Easy to explain. I'm rather emotionally dependent on my friends and have a close circe of 'em that's recently begun to scatter across the globe (to my despair). Life is not worth living without humour. The internet... I'm on it every waking hour. Money is self-explanatory, we gotta have that. And brainless isn't really the way to go through life, social interactions or my little traps.

... what I still want to do, to have, to know, to enjoy. Yes, it's a materialistic, hedonistic list and sometimes I just wonder about the "what" because I don't know. Whether I'm thinking about something profound or something completely shallow depends entierly on my mood. Most of the philosophical questions I've had in the past I've resolved for myself, and with some others I'm comfortable being agnostic about.

And thus, the lists get longer and I'm overwhelmed by what I will probably never do and I lose confidence. But once in a while, an opportunity appears or I try to make one.

The list:
Parachuting, flying (small plane or paraglider), guitar, blues notes for the piano, work out regularly, biking, hiking, scuba-diving, publishing my own comic or manga, having my own cafe, traveling to Asia, falling madly in love (the childish crush kind), learning more about medicine, history and not being ignorant about international issues, training my memory, get a greater vocabulary in Romanian, learn Japanese, learn to make good coffee, supporting net neutrality, learn how to speak in public, learn how to do a backflip, get a pet(or more), learn how to program webpages, learn to sew and to make my own earrings.

Still thinking it is Tuesday... or Monday... or Saturday perhaps?

But if this awkwardly phrased half-sentence really is about going-out habits, I prefer a close circle of friends and a stimulating discussion at a cup of tea/coffee or a beer. I just love tea rooms or those little cafe's with a beautiful atmosphere and adorable interior design. I found those things severely lacking in countries with different going out habits (beer over coffee, getting drunk and dancing over enjoying music and conversation).

I'm afraid to be very affectionate. I might seem cold to strangers and forming lasting, deep bonds has always been hard for me. Damn.

Have a go at it from this perspective:

How am I supposed to stop you?

However, any variation of "hi", "hello" or "how are you" will not get me to respond. What's the fun in stock questions?