I haven't met you yet but I spend every day thinking about you. I dream about being able to explore each others souls together. I dream of sharing my hopes and dreams with you and hearing your hopes and dreams. I can't wait for the day that you and I can put our dreams together and build a life of love and laughter. I've filled the empty whole in me that's saved for you with so many bad pieces but I've always known that I was fooling myself into thinking it was you. But when it's you, I'll know. Ill know because every fiber of my being will sing your name at the top of its lungs. I've made so many mistakes, so many bad choices, and It took me so long to learn the wisdom they had to teach. But I know I'm ready, finally ready to find you and give my heart to you. And although your not here right now I can feel you out there, your soul lost and searching just like mine. And so I wait. I wait until the day this beautiful universe brings our spirits into harmony. I wait for the day we create a love that no wrong can touch.
Is this what I am; a couple of pictures and some self-inflicted adjectives?
So I'm supposed to categorize myself in 500 words or less?
I think I have an outrageously wonderful sense of humor. There really isn't too much that needs to be taken seriously as far as day to day life goes. I guess that also makes me carefree about most things. Consequentially, I don't place much value on things most people seem to obsess over. I don't care about material things, monentary success, professional success, or whatever other ego stroking, vainglorious things most of you people seem to care about. That doesn't mean I'm poor or living in squalor either.(although I'm sure I would find happiness if forced to do so)
What it does mean is that I see and value the importance of the most important parts of life; personal happiness, friendships, family, personal growth, self education, love, making a positive impact on both the world and the lives of others, and the like. None of those things need or require money or fancy things and all of them lead to a fullfilling life. If you can't understand that, you should probably move on to the next profile and continue to buy your 200 purses made by 12 year olds in china.
I love to laugh, have been known to be cynical, am reasonably intelligent, freely speak my mind, value honesty in any form, and know exactly who I am. Anyone interested in talking to me should also know who they are because I'm not looking for a codependent, I'm looking for a partner.
Although I enjoy sex with someone I'm comfortable with, i don't care about it enough that it needs to be anywhere near the top off my priority list as far as what makes a relationship good. I'd rather have a partner that I could shared life with and be happy with that makes me happy emotionally and intellectually but never wants to have sex then one with whom I have phenomenal sex but the rest of the relationship is lacking.(holy run-on sentence batman) Obviously, I would prefer both.
I'm vegan, and if you have to ask why then google the movie earthlings.
I hate Monsanto.
The meaning to my life is love. Not just romantic love, but love of all things. I often ask myself "what would jesus do"? Not because I believe in him, but I believe in the kind of life he led. In a world ruled by greed and self-interest I'd like to try to live the kind of life where each person that comes away with my leaves with a smile. Unfortunately I am a flawed and damaged creature. I do not always live up to my mantra, but I do my best to live up to it more every day.
I currently work two jobs;
I am the campaigns manager for Dan Bailey, who is running for Columbiana County Commissioner. While politics generally conflicts with my views; I've gone the other route and seen that the biggest way to get positive change is to dive in and be the change you want to see.
I also work for the house of blues in Cleveland at the bar. Sometimes I even get to hear good music!
My real passion, photography. I've been privledged enough to be featured in a couple galleries and I've recently begin trying to use my work to not only support myself, but do some good in the world. Right know I'm partnered with a no-kill, non-profit animal shelter where 50 percent of every print sale goes to them. I'm pretty damn proud of being able to work with them to help animals.
If you would like to check my work it's at;