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My self-summary Propose an edit

i am made of meat.
i am temporary.
i am interactive.

looking to plug back in and seek out earthlings for conversational exchange. i like oxytocin. i don't want to date you, what i want to do with you is much more personal. show me your soul, sing me a song. accept everything that we are but still try to change it. embrace contradiction. this is me, this is not me, this is you. all these words are just a front. i don't care what you have to say as long as you are saying it. if you want to give silence than its just as solid, give it. i don't want to have sex with you, what i want to do with you is much more intimate. i want to know you.

What I'm doing with my life Propose an edit

i convert observation into perception. i sit alot, think, eat, shit, sleep, make costumes to put the inside outside, chant, stare at the sky, hug, converse about anything. i also try to decide the fastest most effective method to stop Darwinian evolution living/dying and immortalize. end all aversive experience. furry.

I'm really good at Propose an edit

pretending to be human. (or convincing myself i'm just pretending, i can't really remember)

The first thing(s) people usually notice about me Propose an edit

i'm socially awkward. (and don't give a crap today, maybe tomorrow)

My favorite books, movies, music, and food Propose an edit

not really in the mood to name all that shit.. but when i shaved my dreadlocks off i sold them on ebay. since this is the official "entertainment" section i figured i would throw that in.

The six things I could never do without Propose an edit

do what? live? exist? be happy? i like "the six things i could never be happy without" the best. so: interaction with humans, ability to express, my own permission to change my perceptions, people that smile and let me in, meaningful touch, something new to experience

I spend a lot of time thinking about Propose an edit

infinite possibilities. why we do what we do. why the second i think i'm free, my ego taps me on the shoulder and says "good job".

On a typical Friday night I am Propose an edit

dancing or wondering why i'm not dancing.

weighing heavier on the "wondering why i'm not dancing" side these days

The most private thing I'm willing to admit here Propose an edit

ok blah i'll answer the damn thing at last: i'm pretty damn gimped at the moment so if i try to convince you to meet me in some wonderfully interesting place or do someting involving leaving the couch i'm surfing, and i back out last minute, its because it was all a fantasy, or perhaps just hope because i was so amazed by you. if any one can make me cyborg legs (lasers would be nice but not necesary)or has access to an mri, or extreme medical knowledge you would be my hero to figure out what the heck is wrong with me.

oh yeah, and sometimes i cry about my failing health.
and i also cry when i am extremely happy or overwhelmed with any beautiful emotion at all.

aaaaaand i neglect my rat, i can't take him on shoulder walks anymore because i'm scared i'll fall over and crush or drop him.

yeah.. and i get lonely as hell if i'm not around alot of different people alot of the time and am using this entire site to "con" people into providing my "downtime" with connection

AND i'm not sure if any part of that last statement was really true.

oh and also when i was just a little kid i tried to give a caterpillar a swimming lesson and drowned him. but moreso private is that i'm still stick to my stomach that my parents thought it was cute.

You should message me if Propose an edit

you want to, need anything i might be able to give you, want to express yourself to a stranger.. honestly any reason in the cosmos pleases me, as long as its yours. please forgive me if i directly turn you down though if you are just hitting on me, especially if its not even done creatively.

or you like to play! i like slides and rolling in beach sand. that kind of play.

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