I am male, straight, and adventurious.
My Self-Summary
im on a quest to find myself my path my destiny if you will.
looking for the way to a good life full of the stuff worth living
for.
im kind, gentle,romantic, i really like doing all kinds of things
though im also quite fond of games(computer or arcade). i enjoy the
beach especially at night with warm breeze and clear sky's. star
watching looking for those elusive shooting streamers. i think my 2
fondest memories aside from family related are dancing in the dark
holding my lover its warm and the windows open slight breeze soft
tunes playing on the radio and only the moonlights shadows to show
any sign that were not part of the darkness around us. and the deep
wet and completely overwhelming kisses i once shared the kind you
wish would never end and if you could u would gladly stay in the
moment for eternity.
What I’m doing with my life
functioning till i find my quest. trying to figure out who i am and
who i want to be. deciding weather to go back to school ( for what
if i do ) or should i stick to what I'm already good at and push as
far as i can go. i have some big decisions to make and figuring
them out has been and still is quite difficult for me
I’m really good at
math, science, enjoy anything to do with space, fantasy, animals, i
like the female form. I'm good at video games, good with kids, love
animals i think this parts a bit harder to pin down since its not
really specific im good at alot of things if i had to pick my best
video games, imagination, id like to think kisser and friend but
those are relative to the persons involved
The first things people usually notice about me
i wear sandals, my eyes are hazel but seem to change colors, i talk
to much when im excited about something
My favorite books, movies, music, and food
peirs Anthony xanth series, hitchhikers guide to galaxy, harry
potter last 2 novels, lord of the rings, movies-Indiana Jones, lady
in the water, borne identity series, music most except gangster rap
and heavy metal(death metal) food- ill try anything once enjoy most
cuisines sushi is an all time fav of mine also italian, pasta
salads(italian or like dressigs, recently cucumber sandwitches
The six things I could never do without
1. love- I believe its the most powerful force you can feel
2. companionship- Without others to share with everything you did
or do would be without reason or merit or point
3. intimacy- a time to extend into each other like 2 threads being
woven togeather to make a stronger chord
4. faith- to believe without proof the driving force behind all
religion and yes oddly all science among others.( and people say
the two are opposites without faith many experiments would never
have been undertaken)
5. hope- open mind never concluding all options but allowing for at
least one to remain for when needs arise
6. trust-though i listed last it does not mean its worth is least
trust honesty holding to your word being who you are and not who
you think you should be. many hearts have stopped beating to false
identities revealed too late
i felt rather plain when reviewing others points here as i took it
so literal where as others took it as they wanted to and ran with
it so i figured its too late to change it that would be fake though
i chose to elaborate on the reasons for each
I spend a lot of time thinking about
space travel, love, faith, the ultimate question ....and answer,
why people have lived this long and still cant seem to
get....along, the idea that fighting is ultimately self defeating,
that were all made of and part of the same race(the human one), NO
MATTER HOW DIFFERENT WE ARE WERE ALL EARTHLINGS, what career goes
best with a love of math science the unknown and building things to
make a better tomorrow.
On a typical Friday night I am
playing eve, watching a movie, wishing i was in Florida so i could
go to the beach or the strip for fun.
wishing i had someone who understood me and actually enjoyed being
with me and hearing my mostly wishful thinking about what was is
and could be. or even listening to their strories
The most private thing I’m willing to admit here
ive been lost since i was 19 and my first love turned out to be a
total fake and con artist. trying to remember what it was like
before the false love busted my mental shield and heart.
You should message me if
you are looking for a friend to chat with , possibly interesting
conversation, have questions, have answers, request anything, if
you looked at this profile and are thinking i wonder
you should not if
my profile bored you , my pic scares you, my grammar scares you ,
you look at this overall profile and think nope