"I am waiting, till I don't know when. Cause I'm sure it's gonna happen then."

So for some reason, I feel the need to change this quite often. One thing that's the same is that my name is STILL Junior. Rather William Hart Jr. I'm a sweater fanatic, I love getting to share silence, and I think I'm just not cut out to be in a position where someones happiness depends on ME. More often than not, I'm faced staring out at things I've seen a million times, and seeing it again as if I had never seen it to begin with. Something about the fact that no one will ever see the things I've seen under the circumstances I have seen them makes this whole "life" thing a little sweeter. I'm enrolled for classes this summer, and I've been considering a drastic change of scenery. I read, I write, I'm an avid DM, I love a good "classic", and I can multitask like nobodies business. I'm also quite the chef if I do say so myself.

I miss the days when I didn't have to force myself to write a poem, or twist my own arm off to finish a metaphor. Some people need a muse to write things, and I suppose I'm no different. Nature has been a good substitute, and I love sitting with my headphones in and a tablet of paper. It catches some looks and comes off as pretentious, but like I give a fuck. All I need are my two hands and feet, a good view, and a never ending quest to find this ages zeitgeist.

Hunting down a singular phrase or idea that could echo and resound in every heart of this fucked up, lost, and scared generation of has beens, and just might bes.

Just keeping a joke going until me and a friend are the only two laughing, talking during a movie, staring at walls, Gradius III, preaching with no practice, scaring little kids, vague terms, weird metaphors, and most importantly serving as the "awkward" nazi.

Usually my sweater. If not then the beard.

Atlas Shrugged, Fahrenheit 451, "It", T.S. Eliot, Chuck Palahniuk, The Death of Ivan Ilyich, Sounding The Territory, One Flew Over The Cuckoo's Nest, A Clockwork Orange, Lolita, Acid House, Cat's Cradle

Get Shorty, Sinister, Halloween, Super!, Friday the 13th, Gummo and Kids (I like Harmonie Korine), Salo -or- 120 Days of Sodom, 28 Days Later (Weeks wasn't too bad either), Children of Men, trainspotting, No Country For Old Men, the original "of the Dead" series, Gurren Lagann, Eternal Sunshine, The Wizard of Oz, Chasing Amy, Mallrats, Clerks 2 (haven't seen all of 1), Eraserhead (and anything by David Lynch), The Exorcist, Worlds Greatest Dad, True Grit (I've only seen the remake), Cabin in the Woods, The Big Lebowski, Zoolander, and a lot more.

LCD Soundsystem, Flotation Toy Warning, Arcade Fire, The Flaming Lips, David Bowie, the Queen that WASN'T on the Greatest Hits, Dinosaur Jr., Ghostface Killa, Autechre, Ariel Pink's Haunted Graffiti, The Feelies, Violent Femmes, The Stooges, Brian Eno, Flying Lotus, Broadcast, Gang of Four, Deerhunter, Beck, Pavement, M83, Boris, Broken Social Scene, My Morning Jacket, Bob Dylan, The Beatles, Animal Collective, Fleet Foxes, Neutral Milk Hotel, My Bloody Valentine, MGMT, The Middle East, Boards of Canada, The Antler's, Chromatics, Burial, Pink Floyd (Sid Barret), Weezer, Beach House, Grimes, Florence + The Machine, Godspeed You Black Emperor, Company Flow, Radiohead, The Velvet Underground, Crystal Castles, The Sex Pistols, Dead Kennedy's, Das Racist, The xx, Cunnlynguists, Jedi Mind Tricks, Rammstein (my guilty pleasure), Aphex Twin, Mumford and Sons, Ween, Tech N9ne (shut up), Modest Mouse, Metallica (before The 90's), Slayer, White Zombie, Slipknot (another guilty pleasure), Danzig, The Misfits (Danzig Misfits), Kanye West (he's had a few good albums), and everything from classical to r&b. Just ask.

Music, laughter, RPG's, books, a pen, and at least a notebook worth of paper.

That god damn zeitgeist.

still not entirely sure what it means to "be".

I LOVE THE GOLDEN GIRLS!!!

"Awkward" is not a word in your vocabulary.