If you look you should at least say hi.
I have baggage and I still trying to forget the past and focus on the future. I am working on it so please be patient with me.

I am recently separated from my husband of 11 years. I am a mother of 2 boys and one on the way. My life has been long and confusing but I am trying to make it work out.
It is plain and simple. I lost everything when me and my husband split. I don't have a car, a place, or my boys. But yet I don't party either. I am quite happy staying in and watching movies all night and falling asleep in someone's arms. I would like to have someone who will hold me when I cry, play with my hair to help me sleep, talk to me when we are bored 0f staring at each other, kisses me awake in the morning, and so on and so forth. I greatly miss what it was like at the beginning of my marriage.

I am currently a babysitter for my twin sister while I am prenant. YES you read that right. He is gone.

Taking care of kids and making them smile.

are my hair and my eyes.
I usually have beautiful long dark blonde hair. Due to my love for people I chopped it off and donated it to someone who needed it more then me. It is slowly growing back out and I don't plan on doing anythign to it besides trimming the ends. I love my hair and I greatly miss it.
I have been told I have beautiful eyes by many people that have came into my life. My ex-mother-in-law even stated that when the lighting is right you can my baby blues shine but it also depends on my mood. They have been stay at a greenish-blue for quite sometime but when I wear blue they pop, supposely.

I was never told to really read books growing up. I just did what the teachers told me to do and didn't read outside of that. I have got a small collection on Vampire books, No Twilight. I enjoy read them when I have time to breathe.
I have weird taste when it comes to movies. People ask what kind of genre you like. It is not really genre it is what just so happens to catch my eye and seems to be good. I have recently finally admit that I do like Adam Sandler. I havent watched all of his movies yet but a few. Yes I do enjoy a good "chick"flick". My favorite movies ever are Casablanca and Serenity.
I do really sit down enough to actually have shows that I watch. I try to watch new episodes of Castle, NCIS, & NCIS:LA. Life always gets in the way.

james
thomas
oxygen
crushed ice
book
my phone

How I can help more people. "I recently cut my hair off to donate it to a woman who has Inoperable Brain Cancer and I only met her once" So I have very short hair and can't do a whole lot about it right now but I am hoping it will not take to long to grow back.
When I look into your eyes
It's like watching the night sky
Or a beautiful sunrise
There's so much they hold
And just like them old stars
I see that you've come so far
To be right where you are
How old is your soul?
I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up
And when you're needing your space
To do some navigating
I'll be here patiently waiting
To see what you find
'Cause even the stars they burn
Some even fall to the earth
We've got a lot to learn
God knows we're worth it
No: I won't give up
I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easily
I'm here to stay and make the difference that I can make
Our differences they do a lot to teach us how to use
The tools and gifts we got, yeah, we got a lot at stake
And in the end, you're still my friend at least we did intend
For us to work we didn't break, we didn't burn
We had to learn how to bend without the world caving in
I had to learn what I've got, and what I'm not, and who I am
I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up, still looking up.
I won't give up on us (no I'm not giving up)
God knows I'm tough enough (I am tough, I am loved)
We've got a lot to learn (we're alive, we are loved)
God knows we're worth it (and we're worth it)
I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up

taking care of the boys

You understand everything that was stated above and still thinks you can handle me in your life. I don't have a lot to offer but willing to take a chance at something real.