I am honest even when i am lying,
I am honest specially when i am crying,
I am honest really i am trying.
first my name is mustafa and iam from egypt as u can see up there ,i've joined this site a long time ago just to take tests and know alil about myself , iam not into dating sites but iam into new friends "even thou if i met my soulmate here i wont reject her" , i've skimmed through many girls profiles and found loads of em talking about themselves so why cant i do the same , have the thought of updating my profile for a few days untill now so i will update it regularly i hope.
iam just an ordinary guy trying to live my life and trying to get the best out of it , even thou its a lil unfair to me but i try
iam kinda a bookworm and i read whatever i can find only when i have the time of course
iam trying to learn spanish , not good at it but iam trying
sometimes iam sarcastic and ppl hate that about me but i cant help it , and i usually can make anyone laugh :P
sometimes i feel depressed so sorry if i cant take ur jokes at that time , been to a doctor but irregularly , i hate doctors even thou iam a pharmacist , i hate drugs as well
iam kinda a heavy smoker , i also tried weeds but never liked it
never drink alcohol , iam a muslim and a good one sometimes hehehe ....
i enjoy a good laugh , i enjoy being with friends , only close friends , those u can do silly stuff and they never judge u
i hate when ppl judge me do this and do that ,,, wohaa i love to live it spontaneously "iam trying"
oh btw i have answered over 900 questions in here some of em needs to be updated and iam lazy as usual but i will do it eventually :P and i've taken 94 test wooooohaaa i love those tests :P
i had enough for today maybe i'll have another update soon
i've been hurt so many times , i have a scar in my heart
it never heals , i feel so lonely , have so many friends but i try to avoid them alll , iam avoiding everyone lately ,,,,iam tired and i cant sleep at night , i just not feeling well recently and i have no clue what to do ,,,, iam searching for love but i cant find it anywhere , i know my soulmate is there somewhere but i cant find her , i give up