okay this is really outdated and boring but i'll leave it up for a basic idea of things. but basically, i am usually a hyperactive nutcase that has trouble shutting up. well not always hyper, but still have a problem shutting up, im mostly equal with what you put out when you first talk to me. if you're more quiet or put 1-2 worded 'sentences' i will a few times to see if you will speak up. if not, i'll quit talking to you, so i give you a chance. if you talk in 5 mile long paragraphs, i likely will too. so my talkativity often depends on just how talkative you yourself are. if you're looking for casual sex, im likely not interested in you in the slightest. for a male, you'd have to be pretty hot and with a big wiener for me to consider it HAH just kidding. i pretty much will pass off casual sex in your interests as you not being a serious or trustworthy person, so take note of that. i don't jump headfirst in to relationships, unless we mutually can agree upon/feel that we have clicked on another level, as though we have known each other years. meaning, just because you say "oh my god i feel like i've known you my whole life" doesn't mean i'm going to say "oh my god me too lets get married and put more children in to a world where theres a million children with a million struggles where we could help them but want to make one of our own to probably put through hell" thats not to say im an ass or have a bad view on life, just a little taste of how i see things, if i could adopt, that would be my first option. with a male, i'd prefer that be the option if our relationship got that serious. with a female, if you wanna get knocked up by someone go ahead if i feel the relationship, i will act as a parent to that child. if i dont feel the relationship, i'd still offer it, but it wouldn't be the same knowing at any moment that kid was gonna go away, so there might be bitter moments but never towards or infront of a child. i recently acquired my high school diploma via homeschooling for the 3 credits i needed to graduate. and i'm now enrolled in the art institute of pittsburgh - online division for a bachelors degree in media arts and animation. the main reason i don't capitalize things when i can is not really the convience, but for the informal feel of it. to try to show that im more of a relaxed person. though yes, i can be very lazy. i can also be cocky. i have my own apartment, through income based housing, which means as of right now until i can get a job, which hopefully will be in less than a month, i live off foodstamps and any other help i can recieve. that's not to be taken as me being a leech, i very much so do not enjoy relying on others to take care of me basically. thats also not to say i dont like presents, if you feel like buying me one haha i can appreciate things like that through a lot of reflection on how i've grown and a lot of time to see how things really are. and from that im going to go in to what im really looking for. i am looking for people to date. NOT saying im going to be in a relationship with many people, i take dating as the courting aspect. pre being with someone so in otherwords, talking somewhat seriously in the search to find someone most compatible with me. which means NO you are not the only person i'm talking to so don't be offended if i say so to you, that is sheer respect. i could be your every day average whore talk to 50 people, lead you on then decide i want to be with this person when you and i have been talking seriously as well and blind sight you with a oh hey im with someone, but i wont do that to someone. i may not tell you who im talking to or whatever, but you will be aware you are not the only person i am talking to in the quest for someone compatible with me to try and see if the compatibility is true. a fair explanation to point out, i have friends when i'm in a relationship and will not change that if you dislike it, but i dont talk to other people the same way i talk with who im with. i dont share all of the same things physically (kissing/sex blah blah) with someone that isn't the person i'm with. yes i hug my friends, regardless of gender. sometimes i try to cuddle up with my best friend as a comfort blanket (doesn't happen much these days) but thats the drawn line. if you get offended that i wont refer to you solely as my best friend and everything else, if you want to try with me you will have to get over that or under it one. meaning i wont call solely you certain titles unless they are relationship specific. or i wont reduce my actual closest friends from being my best friends down to just close friend or friend titles because you want that title reserved to you as well. thats greedy. i wouldn't do that to you and expect you not to do that to me. and my BEST friend is my BEST friend. dont like it, shove off. :3 now that im sure i've made myself sound like a pompous ass i must reassure you im not, though the easiest way to find out is talk to me. so why dont you hit that message button, and find out if we're compatible?
I enjoy music, mostly all kinds though there is some I do not like. I write poetry, but do not share it often. It is more of an emotional outlet. I do have a rough past but am trying to make the best of it. I love animals. I'm really fond of reptiles but do not have any. I'm looking to find hopefully a long-term relationship but you don't have to be seeking that to talk to me. I am really terrible about talking about myself, I'd much rather hear about you first. It takes me a little to open up, sometimes anyway. It all depends on the topic for what I will talk about immediately without having to really trust you. I hope I don't sound really negative, but actually I try to be a really fun person. I'll wear santa hats in the middle of summer or just randomly during the christmas season through the mall just to get a smile out of someone. ^_^ One thing I must tell you no I'm not by any means the skinniest girl. I weigh 290 lbs and am working on losing it. So if you're not shallow and are still interested thats awesome. ^_^ I love hanging out with my best friend Samantha, she is like family to me so she is very important in my life. Well I hope if you're interested you message me. ^_^
by the way, if you "tlk lyk dis" dont bother. i find it rather annoying and unattractive.