I have come to the conclusion that my love life SUX!!!! I dont know why... it seems everytime i find someone and fall for them they walk out of my life...it makes me wonder is it something i did, what did i do wrong? I have had peple tell me they love me, im the perfect girlfriend...well if im so perfect then, why are you leaving me?!?!?!?!?!  I have all the love in the world to give but it seems no one is ready for what i am...im not saying lets run away and get married, i just want someone to love and someone thats gonna give me that same amount of love back.. is that so much to ask for???  Maybe the problem really is me? maybe im too picky with what i want? i dont think i may know what i want and ultimately i think that is the source of my problems....looks like i may have to just take time to figure things out and put love on hold for while.......