This is a very awesome site. 2 days so far I have been coming here and already I have met (ok, gotten messages) from some very understanding people who seem to really care. I have been going through a very difficult point in my life right now. I am married. I am currently seperated from my husband with no drama attached. He seemed to be a very repressed man so I am just looking for some fun right now. I am bi sexual but have never been with a women since my first relationship was with my husband, but I love females and often dream about them, so I would love to get to know some great girls I guess.

I am 22, I dont drink, not by choice, I just physically cant drink. I smoke a packet of ciggs a year, maybe 2 years, so smoking is not a big deal to me.

I am 5'9, natually blonde, but have not been since I was 14. I have beautiful eyes that everyone seems to love, and I am very overweight. I know, its not healthy, but it is me and I dont want to ever give off the impression that I am not overweight. I am very big, big big big, biggest girl you will know, there it is said, lets get past it. I am currently into this whole finding out about myself thing, I am a ssbbw, on the smaller end I guess, its funny when your bigger then a bbw, but very small on the ssbbw side.

I love tattoos and piercings. I have my share of seeming random tattoos and I have at current 14 piercings, sorry, 15. I dont believe in much religion, I want to believe my grandfather is in a good place though. I am slightly geeky, I do table role playing from time to time, although my favorite is shadow run and I havent met anyone online who has even heard of it, which I find strange. I love the tv show Farscape, although again, havent met anyone online who has really heard of it. I am weird and complex, I change from day to day it seems. I am a deep thinker, I am quiet in person, so I tend to hang around people who are loud and out there and pull me in to have a good time because if it was left up to me, I would be a crazy cat lady at the tender age of 22.

I am not looking for random sex meetings. I took down all the extra stuff like long term dating and short term dating and ransom sex encounters because I was getting a lot of people looking to just have sex, which is really not what I am looking for. I have a husband, yes, but that does not mean I dont want to get to know people. I am alone a lot (no, really not in a sexual way) and I really have this constant feeling to love, be giddy over, someone. Just because I am married, at of people look over my page to go onto the next internet slut, which is fine, I have come to the realization many many years ago that a lot, not all, but a lot of guys want just one thing, well a couple, phone sex, cybering, real sex encounters, but it all kind of adds up to the same things. I can be a really fun person to get to know, I easily become giddy over people I get crushes on, its easy to do when your husband is on the road 6 out of 7 days a week.

I love to think, I love to talk. My husband calls me cute and adorable, I do cute things I guess. I am slow to catch onto things it seems, but I love learning about what I dont know or having someone explain things to me, as long as they are understanding and dont talk to me as if I am stupid for not knowing everything.

My myspace http://www.myspace.com/Magnolia717

I want to become a truck driver. Woo. I think it is a great thing to do for about 10 years, then I can retire and have a family with money saved up. I love to read and play games, go to movies, oh, I would love to start writing scripts. I have some great ideas. If I could have been anything though in life it would have been a director / choreographer.

I am very good at arts and crafts. I am an excellent listener. I like to think I am sing very well. I dont want to be famous. I would love to be behind someone famous though, like directing a great film. I am great at remembering things, maybe to well at times. And I love quoting movies and music.

My eyes. That I talk alot. Ok, maybe not when they first meet me, as I am a very shy person until a person gets to know me. I have a huge heart, I am very open minded, more so then a lot of people I have met. I dont scare easily. I like to be adventurous.

My favorite book was the Harry Potters. I think it was always nice to get lost in his world. My favorite movie was Silent Hill, but I love horror films, the Japanesse ones that are subtitle into English the best. I have not seen a scary scary movie in a long time though. I want to see a movie that is so scary I cant sleep. I love all kinds of music. Everything. Country, to rap, to rock, to pop, to boy bands, to classical, to inide. I dont think I have ever not liked at least one song from every band I have heard something from. And I love mashed potatoes and chicken. I love a guy who can eat with chop sticks with me though. Thats a great talent.

Love, first and most important. Music. The cold, my room is always set to less then 50. Water, and not because you need it to survive, I just really love water, drinking it, swimming in it, dancing in it. Reality television. And Sudoku.

People, my life, music. Listening to people.

At home watching a movie. I dont go out a lot.

Thats hard. I am a very open person, what ever anyone wants to know about me, I dont try to keep things to my self.

You want to know me? Lol