I never want to be one of those old people who, once they start becoming decrepit sits in their lazy boy watching anything that's on the TV because they feel incapable of doing anything else.
When I grow old I want to be caught spending most of my time sitting outside and enjoying the scenery. Or curled up with a good book and a glass of hot chocolate. I want to be telling the wonderous stories of my youth to my posterity. Or just quietly sitting beside the one I love holding his hand. I want my older years to reflect my years I am living right now. simply enjoying the moment. As much as love being with my friends and family, and can often be found with them, I also enjoy the creative side of life. Anything from sitting and painting. Or sewing or singing our loud in a gargarious manner (when I think no one is around) to writing, cooking, or just simply watching my garden grow. Sure I am quirky, silly, and random a lot of the time. But there is a great part of me that loves those quiet moments to be serious.

I am currently apprentencing to become a hair stlyist. It is what I have always wanted. But in my journey to get herre i have taken fashion design, nanied in vegas, took a year sabaticle off work to really ground myself spiritually, and the odd lost cuase job here and there. I love making people feel great about themselfs, while i talk and create. So this is my calling in life, and i love it.

I am really good at anything i put my full energies into. Well actually there was this one time i put a lot of energy into making a rubber band hammock one summer. It looked beautiful, it was strong, it was colorful, and it also happened to be a complete flop, but because i am not good at knowing when i am not really good at something i havnt as of yet given up on the idea that somehow i could make that rubber band hammock work.

I would have to say that the first thing people notice about me is that I am a genuinely happy person.

Books:
The hunger games
Matilda ( Mostly because it is one of the few books where the movie is practicaly verbatim to the book)
The last lecture... This book will change the way you think about life.
A series of unfortunate events. ( Hated thhe movie, the books were just a delight to read though)
Artimes fowl

Movies:
The importance of being ernest, not the old one, but the one with reese witherspoon, and colli firth, and so on.
Most bbc mini series.
You cant take it with you. An old black and white classic.
Howls moving castle.
Lord of the rings. Extended versions
Back to the future
Start trek

Shows:
Stargate
The nany
The IT crowd(Only some episodes)
Merlin

Music:
I like softer music for the most part. I really like indy.
Classical... P.s. "Vitamin string quartet" is awesome and fun.
Gosple hymns.
Early rock like 40's 50's 60's

God
My family
Sight
Sound
My hands
Quite moments of reflection.

I have had not so good relationships before. But i belive that they have taught me alot. I know better who i am, and what i deserve from a relationship. I am very loving and caring, but I am not just looking to be loved by just anyone. I am stronger because of all the hard times i have been through, but not tougher. I still wear my heart on my sleave.