Right now, I'm going through a huge exploration period and just exploring myself sexually, emotionally, physically, and everything in between.
I have come to terms with my own exploration and feel comfortable saying that I am very much interested in a relationship but the only one that could possibly work for me during this period of self-growth is one devoid of much of the typical commitments/obligations/expectations. I am willing and wanting to open my heart up to someone and be emotionally present and supportive to each other but I need them to respect my own period of self growth and allow me to explore sexual interests with other guys and hopefully love and support me in that :] In the same regard, I myself am uncomfortable with my partner sleeping with other guys (unless it were perhaps a 3-way thing) so the openness would have to be solely for me and my own exploration. (the only way I can try to explain this is as if I was gay saying I wanted to explore sex with women- I would want a partner who himself wasn't looking to do such exploration as it would make me uncomfortable personally, but would be able to understand where I was coming from and fully support me as I explore it, knowing that it's merely for my own growth/development and not in an effort to be with a woman).
It's a very specific and tall order to fill, and I'm sure it will look absolutely preposterous to some of you, but alas that is how I've come to see how these things work. That being said, I have a ton of love to give and know that there are guys out there who are willing to date with this understanding in the background and be completely ok with it and support me as I explore these different sexual sides of me, not attempting to place any pressure or expectations otherwise on me.
If by chance that is you, please feel free to message me and hopefully we will get along in other great ways :]
Thanks guys and have an awesome day,