I am cynical, or bitter, or maybe just tired. I am in the midst of 'overcoming' 2 years of clinical depression* and facing my tenuous and intermittent 'happiness' with equal parts‡ excitement and apprehension. Where to go from here? Maybe make an account on a dating site in hopes that I can find some friends, activity partners, motivation.
What else? I have roughly 18 stick n poke circles tattooed on me. I have a cat. I like cats a lot. I used to think I could be one when I grew up, but I'm still figuring out how to make that work. Most days I spend a pathetic amount of time on the internet, but if you met me on the street I'd pretend I have a full and interesting life. I want to make that reality. Wanna help?
* I don't mean to mention it here, really, but it has so consumed my life these past few years that I don't know how to talk about myself without mentioning it.
‡ not actually equal parts. way more apprehension. or, like... terror.