Ladies, be warned!  He's back!!!

hi lovely lady i want to learn your opinion about a subject..a woman said that her boyfriend have a very tiny pivate part and he is very submisive so she want to dominate him and to make him a slaveman by humiliating him with me so she offered me to have intercourse with her in front of him for humiliation of her submisive husband. SHOULD İ DO İT ?

[4:45:21 pm]mflee1962:no

[4:46:20 pm]LONELYWOLF2009::(

[4:46:52 pm]mflee1962:bad karma. How would you like it if you were the one with the small hhhhh

[4:47:19 pm]mflee1962:I have told to someone like you before.

[4:47:28 pm]mflee1962:I have talked

[4:47:30 pm]mflee1962:that is

[4:48:06 pm]mflee1962:I wouldn't be surprised if you were him

again

what's your name

[4:52:19 pm]mflee1962:virilestuf1983

[4:52:29 pm]mflee1962:virilestud1983

[4:52:46 pm]mflee1962:found out alot of things about you on here. The women on here didn't like you at all.

[4:52:50 pm]mflee1962:so, you left.

[5:15:46 pm]mflee1962:hi Emrah

[5:16:18 pm]mflee1962:your pictures on here don't match

[5:16:28 pm]mflee1962:two different people

That is come back so far with me.  He was so annoying last time that I was stupid with my typing.  But he is back.

I have a knack for finding what I want.  However I also have the luck of not being able to have what I want.  It isn't that I go after married guys.  That's really going after the impossible and the drama that comes from that sort of thing.  I don't go there.  I don't go for someone that is gay in hopes of turning them straight.  LOL  Some of my best "girlfriends" are my gay friends. 

No, I look for what is available or what is initially presented to me as being available and this last time, it wasn't what it seemed.  I was told straight off of what was what after the initial OMG this profile is Wow! We talked and I thought, great.  I have found real potential and then he burst my bubble by saying, sorry, I am poly.

What's the ending to this convoluted tale, I have made yet another great friend.  A really nice, could be the one, but doesn't want to be the one or break my heart, friend. 

I feel sick to my heart over all this dating crap.  I have tried to go out of my comfort zone and be poly and was really finding that hey, I believe I can do this, but my poly friend is more honest about my true nature than I am with myself.  I want him.  I seriously do and I can't have him. 

When I die, God and I are going to have a serious talk.  A very long, serious talk. Because this stuff is crap.

So, nothing ventured, nothing gained.  I tried and I tried in vain.  I am little more broken than I was before.  I have no regrets and I would do it all over again.

So, no more poly dating.  Poly guys need not apply.

Well Mr. Wonderful that I wrote about earlier has long since come and gone. :) Go figure.  Now I have someone new and this is quite a different special experience. 

It is such a wondrous and yet challenging time for me.  I have such a hunger in me to feel and experience things and yet, sometimes I wonder if I am up for the challenge.  It can be a bit scary, a bit daunting, but yet I don't want to back down now, I want to do it.

Life is full of ironies.  I have met the one man that encapsulates everything that I have wanted or ever dream of.  You know, the kind of man that your friends say, well that sort of man just doesn't exist, you're just going to have to be reasonable and settle for less.  Well, this man, there is nothing about him that I would be settling for.  You don't ever feel that you are settling when you are with him.  So, what is the irony you might ask?  Well, at this point in his life he is not looking to settle down and he doesn't think that I am the one or that he can fall in love again.  Wow!  God please give me a hand here!  This is, wow!  What is a girl supposed to do? 

So, I will take what I can get and accept the terms of things and enjoy the man of my dreams however which way that I can and thank the Fates that I got to meet him at all.

I have absorbed that, processed it and if things change, total utter bliss and if they don't, it is what it is.

I am trying to love once again and I have found this wonderful man who makes me laugh more than I have done so in quite a while. 

I originally got married at 23 and I didn't have any real serious relationships till my husband.  Then, I was widowed almost 3 years ago and my whole world turned upside down in more ways than one.  My husband had this whole other life and I guess in the end, I am lucky to be a widow now rather than being in a dead end marriage. 

I have since met my soulmate and was on and off with him for three years.  Being a hopeless romantic, I thought that I would be with him for the rest of my life, but he has things to figure out for himself and is on a different path and so I must continue on with mine. 

I've had three relationships while on the off again part of this relationship, because each time he said to go out and find someone.  I don't miss these three people. 

I have someone now that is, like I said new and whom I am trying to love.  I am falling for him and I am scared because I could really fall hard for him.  He may not be my soulmate, but he sure makes me happy and I think I make him happy as well.

I've discovered at this point in my life that when it comes to matters of the heart we all end up like walking wounded.  I hate that feeling.  Anyone here feel the same?