Guess its time to change my self summary since so much has changed since i originally wrote this a couple of years ago i guess or at least a year and a half. so here goes...I am a woman, though i was missassigned at Birth by the Doctor that had won the lucky lottery to be there at my birth overseeing the delivery. So until last January the world knew me as what i had been conditioned growing up to be, though the ones close to me and in my nontraditional world, meaning the subculture i was a part of already already knew me as who i have always been. life is what it is. I am now legally who i had not been allowed to be from birth. Yes, i do have a legal first name that isnt what had been chosen to give me. As you may have figured out by now or have given thought to, I am a Transgender and Im telling you this to get it out of the way. I dont consider myself one because I have always been a woman. simple enough. BTW, I am a Luciferian and a Goth=]

I am unpredictable, intelligent, and me

ive been working at the same store for almost ten years, kinda the pinnacle company to work for if your in retail like i am. I have alot of things i would like to do with my life, though i have had way too many things that are on the imperative list to be able to focus on any of the extraneous things i think about when i remember to. life is what it is. I am mainly working toward financial independence and freedom. It had gotten sidetracked with alot of life events that have happened in the past couple of years, with myself and my Family as well, but things are taking a turn for the better finally in alot of ways. I would like to become a world class dj in the future. Lofty dream i know, but i am that good at spinning. I actually am a dj in SL. If you ever wanna hear my gigs just lemme know. i have a live stream you can listen to if you have winamp or realplayer.

writing, partying, djing. I have a really good eye for details and also have a very aesthetic eye for beauty and fashion. I could be a standup comedian just from my day to day observations and stories about things i run across and experiences i have from day to day, i have a very quick wit and am able to come up with impromtu song lyrics, etc, and comebacks without much effort. I am a good listener and good friend as well.

eyes and smile. and prolly personality most of all.

Jacqueline Carey is one of my favorite authors. Her Kushiel series is breathtaking and resonates with me on a very core level. another Fav author is Neil Gaiman The Sandman series was intoxicating and of course where would i be if he hadnt introduced me to the character Death. I must have read The Belgariad and pretty much every other book David and Leigh Eddings wrote before he died. The humor and personality of the characters never goes flat. James Clemons is another author whose series has blown me away. If you havent had a chance to check out The Banned and the Banished Series you are so missing out. I do love Horror in alot of different forms, as well as anything magical or Goth.
My Favorite movies would have to be V for Vendetta. Serenity, Boondock Saints, Stardust, Mirrormask, The Crow: City of Angels, Exotica, all the Gingersnap Movies, The Corpse Bride, Romeo and Juliet: The Leo and Claire version, Noises Off, just to name a few.
Music is my life and is always around me, whether on speakers or in my head. I am a hardcore EBM and Goth junkie, I also love Metal, Screamcore, Hardcore, Trance, Rave, Goa, Break Beat, Ambient, Drum and Bass. Ill toss in Industrial and Darkwave for those who dont know what EBM is=] My Fave bands are.....Zombie Girl, psyclon nine, Retractor, Nine Inch Nails, SUICIDE COMMANDO, Cruxshadows, Emilie Autumn, Angelspit, I:Scintilla, alot more EBM bands but a list would take all night, Arch Enemy, Dimmu Borgir, Amon Amarth, Chthonic, Lamb of God, Hatebreed, Daath, Belphagor, Behemoth, Slipknot, Lacuna Coil, In This Moment, Echoes of Eternity, A New Dawn, Scar Symmetry, KSE, and thats just what i can write off the top of my head for Metal. My Favorite Electronic acts are without a doubt Paul Okenfold, Prodigy, Groove Coverage, Orkidae, DJ Irene, DJ Baby Anne, DJ Isabelle, DJ Galaxy Girl, DJ Miss Lisa, Basement Jaxx, and a ton of others. Miscelaneious would be Tori Amos, Fiona Apple, Heather Nova, Desree, Rihanna, Mya, Nellie Furtado, Bone, Thugs, & Harmony, Mozzy, The Pogues, Leonard Cohen....yea i have varied tastes depending on the mood and what happens to be in my cd changer, which happens at the moment to be In This Moment, Amon Amarth, Lacuna Coil, and 3 NIN discs. Trent is a god, period. LOL theres plenty more and last but not least the best live band ive ever seen that i hadnt planned on liking and ended up loving..Linkin Park. if you havent seen em live, i encourage you to go, soo amazing, and i dont give praise like that often. MCR is a band that always will have a place in my heart. Welcome to the Black Parade is a perfect album, i must have listened to it 300 times straight when it came out. It was so perfectly reflective of how i was feeling. If i am ever listening to holding on by VNV Nation, The Great Below, The Fragile, and Something I Can Never Have by NIN consecutively while were chatting, theyre my comfort music, to say the least. People that know me can tell what mood im in by the music im listening to=]
Food....ill try to be fairly brief though i cant promise anything. I love Thai food, some Mexican, a very rare steak, and basically anything that is somewhat healthy and tastes good. I love spicy, the more spicey the better. I tend to find one or two things i like at a particular restaurant and order them everytime i go there. Im picky kinda but i will try pretty much anything. I love gyros, hummus, tabouli, and other Arab and Mediteranean food as well. I do love mac & cheese, burritos, pot pies, and other assorted americana food. my favorite desert is Creme Brulee without a doubt, as long as its not ice cold from the fridge. if you wanna know more, feel free to ask.

texting
music
my besties
my clothes
my shoes
girls

on second life and mobsters. I used to party all weekend awhile back and i still can, ive just had too much going on in my own life to be able to on a regular basis. most of my life is quite different than how it used to be. i have no regrets, its a choice i made.

you want to. i dun bite and im told im very easy to talk to as well as wonderful to talk to. then you can make up your own mind if it was worth it or not. you might just find that its the best thing you ever did^^