Well things have been better for me in my life. I moved out of my old place and left behind a horrible situation. Talk about relief. Also I have to say I have a new job now and I love my new job. I'm working at a hotel again and you know I just totaly enjoy it. I have my own place even if its with my best friend I can actually call it mine because I pay for it. The only problem is my car. I haven't been able to make the car payment for about a month now and to be honest I have no Idea what I'm gonna do about it. I have plenty of ideas on what to do but right now nothing much I can do.

Things will work out for the best. I have some more things that I really do need to take care of and will get them taken care of here in a few weeks. It just takes time.

Anyways you all take care

Mike

Well just went swimming again again for today. I'm actualy wiped out again. My arms heart again from doing laps in the pool but I do have to loose weight and I'm hopefully gonna get there again. I feel that its a matter of time tell I look good though. Tomorrow I'm thinking of going for a long needed bike ride. I actually feel that biking is easier then walking. I will get to hot quickly walking.

Anyways just an update.

Tootles

What do you think when you hear Family? What is the first thing that comes into your mind?

Well I will share you my feelings towards that. I'm a big family person. I tend to be really close to my family well simply put they protect me I should say. Like for instance I found out that my little brother got his ass beat. My mother really didn't want to press charges on the guy that did that. Well gosh I would've. I'm have tempted to actually go after the guy for doing that to my little brother. Then again what can I do I'm just a fag lol.

Family is more then just protection. Family is your escape from the world and you share everything with them. You take vacations together let alone play with the family like on family game night having a few drinks and just laughing.

See though everyone in the family has to be complete though. All the adults should have the love of their life with them because that just creates more to the family.

I will be hones b family does get annoying sometimes but that is always something that passes by. Being loved by them is what that matters the most.

I know that I want to start the third part to the family. I want the man that will love me come and be with me. I know he is out there and we will meet when time comes.

I haven't posted in my journal for quite a while now. Just thought I would say whats going on right now. As of always nothing much to be honest. I'm still searching for a job and hoping that one comes my way shortly. I've had a few interviews and so far most of them have turned to shit.

I was thinking of going to Texas and was planning on going but you know there is better things up here right now. Sure Jobs suck and there isn't much to work but all I can do is keep trying. I've put in a crap load of applications and the next thing is to type up my resume. I have my cousins and I think I can try to work off of hers as I worked at the same place as her. Then I will take it up to the pet store in Clio. Hopefully something comes of it. I love animals lol.

Well the last 7 days was my vacation from work. I'm back to work now and you know what I'm tired beyong my mind. Not like its a big deal because I knew this would happen. I tell you the carpet in the backroom looks real nice to fall asleep on for an half hour to get some rest.

I'm sure I will be fine but its gonna take a few to get used to working this shift though. I knew I would expect this tiredness.

Well anyways about my vacation. Well for my vacation I planted flowers and plants and made flower beds. I have to say it all pretty beautiful.

The pool itself is almost done. I can hardly wait to get it filled. I will be having pool parties woot woot.

Well TTYl
Mike

This morning WoW updates to its new patch on my comp. After it finished doing that I actually tried to play the game but none of the realms would show up so I thought this was because of the patch. So I uninstalled it and re-downloaded WoW.

Well come to find out it didn't crash. WoW was actually doing routine maintenance on the realm servers and the website. That explained the reason to why I couldn't do anything. I was so pissed off at myself that I did that.

So here I am waiting for WoW to at least finish updating to see whats going on. I'm sure they are still down but its like enough already. I want to play.

Well the last couple of days of been okay but they have been shitty as well. I did finally get some debt issues taking care of that I should've a while ago actually. However still trying to get things straight.

I've been doing a little better at gaining my social life again but still would like it to be better. I've been meeting new people and talking to them which is nice and all. I've determined also that I'm not just looking for friends. I'm also trying to find me a Boyfriend. It would be nice to have one again.

I've also been realy gloomy too. But you know what there is no need to keep complaining. Complaining doesn't get anyone anywhere just a big loud of more shit dumped on them so for now I decided if I want something like a new job or somthing instead of feeling hopeless I'm gonna do something about it.

If I like someone I'm gonna let them now just hope I don't scare them away. I highly doubt that will happen but if it does I'm sorry that I did lets start clean and go again at being friends.

I also want to actually take this moment and thank a specific person for getting me hooked on World Of Warcraft. I can litteraly do something now that gets my mind off of things and you know seem to really get away. Its stupid to have a computer game litteraly allow me to get away but right now its the only way I can talk to people.

My Aunt that drives me insane is finally gone for a whole week. I've been taking care of her dog and the poor thing is crying all the time.

Other than that things are okay. College itself is going okay but you know I can't wait till the 2 years are up. It would be nice to get my career job and have someone move in with me. Golly think of all the parties that we could have at night. Woo hoo tequila anyone lol.

Well Anyways take care folks
Mike

Finally got the pool emptied just the cleaning is the next part. The Family and I cleaned around the pool today and we got all the leaves and junk picked up. Just whats left is to get a power washer and clean the pool. Its gonna take a while.

After I get it cleaned I will be having water brought and dumped in and I will be having pool parties. I will invite a few people and mind since its like only really 5 people that I have in mind for a party I will also have my family there. Its gonna be awesome if you ask me.

Today later tonight; is another day off from work. I'm so bored out of mind. I will prolly do the dishes in a minute but don't want too really.

I'm actuallly supposed to go to my Moms house but I really don't want too. Its actually boring there because my step-dad always is watching racing or hunting. My brother and sis are always fighting and my mom even though she is awesome just yells at my sister and brother too.

I rather go somewhere to you know relax and hang out. However that is not an option because I have no where to go. Thank God my car finance company actually is letting me pay on the 3rd of april so I have a little bit of money to spend but that is nothing compared to anything.

Hopefully in the next coupld of days we get some good movies. Its boring watching the same ones over and over. The internet is nice to have but after a while it gets boring to have because the same sites get boring after a while.

Well I guess enough of me ranting of how ubber bored I am (LOL).

Take Care Folks

Well just a few minutes ago I had to take the sink apart. I have to admit it was really disgusting taking it apart and seeing what everything was like.

The reason I had to take it apart is are garbage disposal jammed up. I had to undo the wires and everything it was a pain. What was worse is the gunk in the inside was ubber disgusting.

Well the good thing is I did get it un jammed. It runs just fine and grinds food like it should. Hopefully I never have to do that again.