I play piano and organ (along with French horn, trumpet, handbells, a bit of guitar, etc.), and I love music, especially Broadway musicals. Beethoven is my hero and role model. I'm not happy unless I'm involved with kids in some capacity, though I'm not too interested in having my own. I'm not terribly athletic, but I will do almost anything just to be able to say I've done it. I have a thing about being able to prove I'm tough, so if I'm given a challenge I'll do everything I can to overcome it (even if it's something like eating an anchovy...I hate sea food, heh).
I also have had major depression for eight years, including a past of self-injury. I have some pretty severe scars on my arms that are obviously from self-injury. I need someone happy to balance out my life, who can understand my problems but help me see the positive side to things. I will most likely struggle with mental health issues for the rest of my life, and I need someone who can handle that.
As for what I'm looking for: I hate cooking, I have a cat, and text-speak makes me want to gouge my eyes out with rusty sporks (though I'm completely okay with emoticons). I WILL complain about period pains and you WILL empathize. Willingness to grow facial hair is a definite bonus.
I'm really new to this whole online dating thing, and to be honest I've never even been on a date, much less had a boyfriend. So just know that I'm a complete idiot when it comes to relationships XD
I'd love to hear from you if anything I've said sounds interesting. I'm super lonely, been wanting a relationship for a while but I'm so socially awkward that it's just not happening naturally. So here I am, doing something I swore I'd never do, hoping something good will come from it :)