I go by Shawna, and my shortened derby name Luna or No Good. I seem to always be in search of knowledge, love and acceptance. I want to find myself. I want to learn to love myself and be loved by others. I want passion and spice in life. I crave true romance. I'm a semi-innocent girl on the outside, but once I'm comfortable with someone I can be nerdy, silly and loud. I'm sweet and nice to everyone until you disrespect me or really piss me off. Then I'll show just how bitchy I can be. I am shy and a little of an introvert, but I am also gentle, caring, warm, patient, artistic and creative. I put a tremendous amount of faith into their instincts and intuitions. I tend to go with whatever my gut tells me to do. I recently took a Myers-Briggs personality test and my result of INFJ fits me to the T. I'm a very chill and down to earth person. I try not to take things too seriously. I'm a very relaxed and down to earth person. I try not to take things too seriously. I definitely don't think I'm better than anyone else. I can be too nice for my own good sometimes and I get taken advantage of constantly. I care a lot about people. I will probably care more about the people in my life than they'll care about me. I'm a good listener, and I'm easy to talk to as well, & I'm not judgmental in the least. I don't get jealous, hardly ever get mad, and I can take a joke. I avoid drama like the plague. I am never fake. I'm really lovable and random once you get to know me. My role models growing up were Morticia Addams, Lily Munster, and Elvira, so to say I'm strange is an understatement. I love random spontaneous hugs. I'm always laughing at something, mostly at other people but I do laugh at myself. I love to walk around with head in the clouds. Love my friends, hate reality. I choose concerts over clubs most of the times. I spend more of my time and energy talking about bands and music I like, rather than bands I think suck and I believe more people need to do the same. I base a lot things on physical and mental attraction. I'm not a huge cuddle bear. I love animals. I tend to quote random tv shows and movies in conversation often. I like to use emoticons (smilies) and short hand in texting and messages.

I always seek meaning in a relationship. I don't date just to date or to have sex. I look to find someone that I can connect well with on a physical, mental and emotional level. I am a hopeless romantic, and I would like to find (in terms of a guy) who acts like a gentleman. Someone who isn't afraid of long-term relationships or commitment. I'm a girly girl at heart, so I would like to find someone who is equally as romantic as I am. I want someone who is honest affectionate, loving caring, loyal, positive, friendly, wise, considerate, straightforward, artistic and mature, I want someone who knows who they are and what they want to do with their life. I know what I want in my life and I want to find the person to share it with. A grasp of grammar and basic spelling is a must. I don't care about a person's gender. I am Pansexual, but this page only lets me put Bi. Gender doesn't matter to me it's all about the person not what is between their legs. I don't care if you are a male, a female or in between transition. So long as you are a good person and I find something about you attractive I will give you a shot. I care more about a person's heart and personality. I'm not picky on a person's race. When it comes to styles and the over all look of someone I like my partner to have a nice sense of style all there own. I tend tend to gravitate to those with an edgy look. Punk, Metal Heads, Goth. I love long hair especially on guys. I'm big on tattoos and piercings. Body modification in general huge turn on. I'm also a nerd girl so if your an nerd boy/girl too that gives you a huge edge up. Also if you're excited by art, poetry, books, other cultures/religions, psychology, the dark, strange morbid or macabre things in life and death, music, and Steampunk there are a few more added bonuses for you. I pay attention to the match percentage. Not so much to see if someone has a high romantic percentage, but rather to see the enemy percentage is. The lower the better to me.

Things I love and live for: tattoos, piercings, music, photography, partying, the night, Halloween, poetry, religions, horror films, kpop, movies, reading, writing, hanging out with friends, drawing, painting, cooking, blogging, kareoke, researching random topics on the internet, video games, natures, camping, hiking, the ocean, starring up at the night sky and daydreaming, roller derby, sex, supernatural, absinthe, scars, gauged ears, boys, girls, getting lost in my day dreams, art, rain, passion, lust, love, touch, sound, stormy weather, fake blood, crosses, horror movies, unicorns, lollipops, whiskey, animal, music videos, hair dye, frustrating people, dancing in the rain, late nights with friends, blackout curtains, candle light, piano, boots, autumn, coffee, lingerie, corsets, anime, vampires, affection, holding hands under the stars, soju, astrology, horoscopes, endless love, passionate kisses, shooting stars, dancing at random moments, alone time, movies, reading, writing, hanging out with friends, daydreaming, extreme body mods, physical and mental attraction to someone, cuddling, emoticons, black cats, the dark, morbid and macabre, pandas, bats, sloths, koalas, penguins, lamas, tea cup pigs,rabbits, guinea pigs, puppies, kittens, chinchillas, pokemon, fairies, ghosts, dragons, mermaids. Bettie Page, red lipstick, tea, late night movies, sleeping when the sun is out, sunset, offensive jokes, steampunk, walking around at night, sexual innuendos, starlight, the eternal search for my non-existent soul mate, sushi, winter, kisses in the rain, zombies, holding hands, laughing at you, laughing at myself & going to shows.

First Meetings: If I have never met you in person, and we start talking it will be quite sometime before I'll feel comfortable exchanging phone numbers. If you get to the exchanging number step then somewhere down the road we'll probably end up hanging out. I don't currently drive. Driving gives me anxiety, so I would prefer to meet at places close to me. I am in the Natomas area. Meeting in downtown sac or the Arden area would be ideal. If needed I may be able to bug a friend for a ride. Also on the first meetings I like to be a friend along for comfort reasons, so don't be offended. Bring a buddy too! :)

Height: 5'4"
Weight: 195 lbs
Measurements: 42-35-43
Hair: Red
Eyes: Blueish gray
Nationality: I'm a Mut
Religion: Polytheist w/ Wiccan/Pagan tendencies
Piercings: 21
Tattoos: 3

Currently I am your typical struggling college student. I'm still living at home with my mother while taking classes. I recently switched majors from Music Business to Early Childhood Education and Human Services. I would either like to teach kindergarten or a children's counselor. I adore children, so I know either job would be perfect for me. I just recently joined the Flood Water Roller Derby Team. I'm probationary player going through their version of fresh meat called the mist. I'm working my ass off to become a blocker. Most of my life consists of college, derby and DBT classes. I'm sort of taking time away from being an extreme people person to work hard on changing and making myself a better person. I suffer deeply from sever depression and anxiety. I Learn last year that I have a mood disorder called Borderline Personality Disorder and am taking DBT classes to learn how to better myself and change my actions and disruptive behavior. Having BPD does not mean that I am Bipolar or suffer from schizophrenia. I'm just moody sometimes. Often because of other's actions. I would love to get to know others who suffer from BPD like me. Currently I do not have a job, but I make money doing odd jobs such as babysitting, house cleaning, foot modeling for those with foot fetishes, gardening, etc.

I know it's cliché for a girl to say, but I'm really good at listening. I may not have gone through the same experiences, but I am able to look at things from an external non-judgmental view point, and offer up and advice that comes to mind.

I'm very emphatic so when I see some in need of help I feel it's up to me to help them any way I can.

Making myself and my friends look dead.

Normally it's one of three things: my eyes, my hair or my piercings.
My eyes are what I focus on the most when it comes to doing my makeup. My hair is always some strange color. Its been almost every color out there. I have 21 piercings and I want more. At the moment I am considering getting my first erotic piercing.

Books: Romeo & Juliet, Anne Rice novels, Jane Austin novels, H.P. Lovecraft stories, The Heroin Dairies, Grimm Fairy-tales, Harry Potter, The Zombie Survival Guide, World War Z, Sookie Stackhouse novels, Warm Bodies, The Kite Runner, The Immortal Life of Henrietta Lacks, The Walking Dead comics, and anything by Poe.

Movies: Labyrinth, Nightmare Before Christmas, Rocky Horror Picture Show, Repo! The Genetic Opera, Interview with A Vampire, Queen of the Damned, Little Nicky, Lost Boys, Vampire Clan, Edward Sisscorhands, Sleepy Hallow, Goonies, Batman, Batman Returns, Cheech and Chong movies, The Dark Knight, Sweeny Todd, Lord of the Rings, The Hobbit, Final Destination, Brothers Grimm, Harry Potter, House of Wax, Thor, Corpse Bride, Return of the Living Dead, Sleeping Beauty, Coraline, Peter Pan, The Crow, A Walk to Remember, Blue Valentine, Spawn, Pirates of the Carribean, Star Wars, Moulin Rouge, Return of the Living Dead Rave to the Grave, Romeo and Juliet, Grease, Mulan, Disney's Hercules, Gremlins, Underworld, Princess Bride, Land of the Dead, HellBoy, Wall-E, Evil Dead, Army of Darkness, Pet Sematary, West Side Story, Across the Universe, Pineapple Express, Knocked Up, Beauty and the Beast, Big Daddy, Party Monster, The Pest, Cry Baby, Little Mermaid, Resident Evil, Saw, Up, Spirted Away, Ponyo, Zombieland, Mr. Poper's Penguins, Happy Feet, The Pit And The Pengilum, House On Haunted Hill, The House Of Usher, Snow White, Tank Girl, Watchmen, Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas, What's Eating Gilbert Grape, Benny and Joon, Ed Wood, Don Juan De Marco, The Man Who Cried, Chocolat, Blow, Finding Neverland, Public Enemies, The Imaginarium of Doctor Parnassus, Alice in Wonderland, The Audition, A Tale of Two Sisters, Cinderella (Korean), Unborn but Not Forgotten, Arryo, The Clinic, The Craft, Riding the Bullet, Shaun of the Dead, Deadspace: Downfall/Aftermath, The Opposite of Sex, 200 Cigarettes, No Vacancy, Prozac Nation, Better Than Chocolate, Anastasia, The Dark Crystal, The Swan Princess, My Girl, Tuck Everlasting, James and the Giant Peach, The NeverEnding Story, The Runaways, Ninja Assassin, Clerks, Dogma, Jay and Silent Bob Films, Serenity, Fifth Element, Pans Labyrinth, Dr. Horrible's Sing Along Blog, Suckerpunch,Silent Hill and Easy A.

Shows: Invader Zim, Supernatural, Dexter, Vampire Diaries, Pops in Seoul, CSI, Criminal Minds, Futurama, Scrubs, Ten and Stimpy, Skins, Miss Ripley, How I Met Your Mother, Star Trek Next Gen and DS9, Firefly, South Park, Ugly Americans, Neighbors From Hell, American Horror Story, Wilfred, The Big Bang Theory, American Dad, Family Guy,.Deadly Women, Strange Sex, Bones, The Walking Dead, Protect the Boss, Paradise Ranch, Lost, The Guild, Xena, Hercules, Highlander, Sliders, Game of Thrones, Buffy The Vampire Slayer, Angel, Ahhhhhh Real Monsters, Are You Afraid of the Dark, Black Butler, Hetalia, Fullmetal Alcemest, Inyuyasha, Ranma 1/2, Soul Eater, 1000 Ways To Die, MANswers, Web Soup, True Blood, Firefly, Nana and Gravitation.

Music: Music is my reason reason for living. It's a big part of my life, & not a day goes by that I'm not listening to it. My tastes in music are never ending and always changing. What I listen to depends on my mood, where I am, who I am with, and whats available at that time. 2PM, 2NE1, 4Minute, 30 Seconds To Mars, The Academy Is..., AC/DC, Acid Black Cherry, Adele, Aerosmith, A.F.I, Aiden, Against me, The A.K.A's, Alabama, Alan Jackson, Alkaline Trio, The All American Rejects, All Time Low, Amanda Palmer, Atreyu, Avenged Sevenfold, Aziatix, B1A4, BoA, The Beatles, Beast, Big Bang, Billy Talent, The Birthday Massacre, Black Sabbath, Black Tide, Blaqk Audio, Bleeding Through, Blessthefall, Blink-182, Bouncing Souls, Brandi Carlile, Brooks & Dunn, Brown Eyed Girls, Buckcherry, Bullet For My Valentine, Cake, Cain Manoli, Clover, CN Blue, Cobra Starship, The Cranberries, Creature Feature, The Cure, Danny Elfman, David Bowie, David Costa, Death Cab For Cutie, Deathstars, Deftones, Depeche Mode, Die Trying, Disturbed, Dommin, The Dresden Dolls, Drive By, Dropkick Murphys, Drunken Tiger, Epik High, Eighteen Visions, Elvis, Envy On The Coast, Escape The Fate,Evaline, Evanescence, Eve 6, Evelyn Evelyn, Eyes Set To Kill, Faith Hill, Fall Out Boy, Flogging Molly, Flyleaf, From First To Last, FT Island, F(X), Garth Brooks, Gazette, Geri Halliwell, Get Scared, Get Up Kids, GD & TOP, Good Charlotte, Green Day, Gym Class Heroes, HIM, Hinder, Hollywood Undead, HorrorPops, I Am Ghost, I Fight Dragons, Iron Maiden, Jack off Jill, Jane's Addiction, JD Relic, Johnny Cash, Julien-K, JYJ, Kill Hannah, The Killers, Kings Of Leon, KISS, Korn, Lacuna Coil, Lady Gaga, L'Arc~en~Ciel, LeAnn Rimes, LeATHERMOUTH, Lennon, Lillix, Linkin Park, Lostprophets, L.M.C, Lynyrd Skynyrd, Marilyn Manson, Martina McBride, The Material, Mayday Parade, MBLAQ, MC Chris, MEST, Metallica, Mindless Self Indulgence, The Misfits, Miss A, Modern Day Escape, Morrissey, Motion City Soundtrack, Motley Crue, Muse, My Chemical Romance, Nervana, New Found Glory, New Tomorrow, New Years Day, Night Kills The Day, Nightmare Of You, Nine Inch Nails, No Doubt, The Offspring, Orgy, Orianthi, Ozzy Osbourne, Panic at the disco, Papa Roach, Paramore, Pencey Prep, Pierce The Veil, Pink, Pink Spiders, Placibo, P.O.D, Poison, Queen, Rain, Reba McEntire, Red Hot Chili Peppers, Reggie And TheFull Effect, Rise Against, Rob Zombie, Rockstar Supernova, Sarah Brightman, Say Anything, Scary Kids Scaring Kids, Schoolyard Heroes, Se7en, Seether, Selena, Senses Fail, Serj Tankian, Shania Twain, She Wants Revenge, Sherwood, SHINee, Shinedown, Shiny Toy Guns, Sick Puppies, Sistar19, Skinny Puppy, Sixx AM, Slipknot, Smashing Pumpkins, The Smiths, Spice Girls, SS501, Sum 41, System Of A Down, Taking Back Sunday, T.a.T.u., Telestai, Terri Clark, Theory Of A Deadman, Third Eye Blind, Three Days Grace, TLC, Toby Keith, Travie McCoy, The TRAX, TVXQ, U2, U-Kiss, The Used, Underoath, Utada, UVR, Vincent Black Shadow, We The Kings, Weird Al Yankovic, The White Stripes, White Tie Affair, The Who, William Control, X Japan.

Video games:
Fable, Mario, Yoshi, Hunter the Reckoning, Minecraft, Kindom Hearts, American Mcgee's Alice, Plants vs Zombies, Pokemon, Resident Evil, Silent Hill, Mario Cart, Sims, Old school Gameboy games, etc

Food: I'm a total foodie. There isn't much that I won't eat. I love rice, pisole & menudo, ddukbokki, spaghetti, ramen, pizza, tofu, bbudae jjigae, tacos, kimchi, veggie burgers, bulgogi, pastas, okonomiyaki, salads, stake, salmon, kimbap, mandu, enchiladas, carnitas, and sushi.

*Music/Movies
*True Love
*Imagination/Creativity
*People (Family, Friends, Others)
*Art/Beauty
*Sex/Passion

Everything and everything. Random things (life, the future/the past, my family, my friends, past concerts, sex, ect)

By default I am a little bit of a homebody. I have roller derby practice 3x a week plus school and other classes I'm taking, so Fridays are normally my day to relax. I love to stay in watch movies and cuddle. I'm trying to get out more, but with social anxiety it is a little hard, but I'm slowly building the courage to got out more.
But on Saturdays and Sundays if I have the money and friends will to go I love to go to the local Goth/Industrial clubs or Fet clubs near by.

I feel the need to admit to things that were problems in my past relationship, so that people know what they are getting in to ahead of time. I suffer from sever depression and anxiety. I had a mood disorder called Borderline Personality Disorder and am taking DBT classes to change my actions and disruptive behavior. Having BPD does not mean that I am Bipolar or suffer from schizophrenia. I'm just moody sometimes because of other's actions. But I have a great hold on my emotions now.

I'm pretty open sexually and do not judge others on their fetishes. To each their own. It may not be something I'm in to, but so long as I am comfortable I am willing to give it a try. A big issue in my last relationship was my sexual interests and sex drive. I have this thing I don't know what it is, but I always seem to attract Bisexual males. I have never dated a "straight" guy. I have no problem with straight males so long as they are secure in their sexuality and are in no way homophobic. Homophobia is my number one deal breaker! I am interested in all sexes, but that does not mean I want to have a threesomes or swinging. I have been in polyamorus relationships in the past, but I had bad experiences, but for the right person or could I may consider it. I will be honest and sometimes I don't like to share lol. My sexual interests were probably the biggest issue. I like the BDSM scene. I'm a switch and my default changes as often as my mood. In my last relationship I never got anything I wanted so I became sexually frustrated. My partner doesn't have to belong to the scene or lifestyle, so long as they are willing to give in to my fetishes and I shall do whatever they'd like me to do to please them. If you do happen to have a FetLife account feel free to add me. https://fetlife.com/users/2145215

You should message me if you like what you've read and think we'd get along.This doesn't mean I'll have sex with you or send dirty messages to you. I'm not some sex object to be used for your pleasure. I don't want to talk about sex, sexual experiences I've had, or sexual things you want me to do to you. I'm not on this site to help get you off. Chances are pretty high that I don't want to have sex with you. Quit being a disgusting pig. Don't be a dick or a douche, because I will block you.