My name is Shawna.I'm a 26 year old female born and raised in the Natomas area of Sacramento. Just like everyone I have a life story. If you wanna know it just ask :)
I seem to always be in search of knowledge, love and acceptance. I want to find myself. I want to learn to love myself and be loved by others. I want to do more, see more, understand more learn more. I enjoy new experiences and adventures. I crave passion and spice in life. I crave true romance. What sums me up best is a nerd girl with a dark and twisted side. I'm a semi-innocent introvert on the outside but once I'm comfortable with someone I can be very silly and loud. I'm sweet and nice to everyone until you hurt, disrespect, or really piss me off. Then my bad side comes out. I am also very caring, warm, patient, artistic and creative. I put a tremendous amount of faith into my instincts and intuitions. I tend to go with whatever my gut tells me to do. I have a Myers-Briggs personality of INFJ. I try not to take things too seriously. I'm a very relaxed and down to earth person. I try not to take things too seriously. I definitely don't think I'm better than anyone else. I can be too nice for my own good sometimes and I get taken advantage of constantly. I care a lot about people. I will probably care more about the people in my life than they'll care about me. I'm a good listener, and I'm easy to talk to as well, & I'm not judgmental in the least. I don't get jealous, hardly ever get mad, and I can take a joke. I avoid drama like the plague. I am never fake. I'm really lovable and random once you get to know me. My role models growing up were Morticia Addams, Lily Munster, and Elvira, so to say I'm strange is an understatement. I'm always laughing at something, mostly at other people but I do laugh at myself. I love to walk around with head in the clouds. Love my friends, hate reality. I choose concerts over clubs most of the times. I spend more of my time and energy talking about bands and music I like, rather than bands I think suck and I believe more people need to do the same. I may be curvy, but I love to.be active. Hiking, skating, swimming. You name it. I base a lot things on physical and mental attraction. I tend to quote random tv shows and movies in conversation often. You have been warned ^_^
What I'm looking For
At this point in my life I am not looking to join a couple or a poly group.
I'm Pansexual, so gender isn't a deciding factor in who I date.
I want to find someone who is laid back and down to earth. Who has a passion for life. Is ambitious. Smart, both book and street, intelligence is a huge turn on. Someone who is fun. Nerdy. Sweet and caring. Being a bit romantic wouldn't hurt either. A person who has a great taste in books, movies, and music. A nice sense of style and attractive face is a huge plus. Deep down at the heart of me I am a hopeless romantic. I look to find someone that I can connect well with on a physical, mental and emotional level. I want someone who is honest affectionate, loving caring, loyal, positive, friendly, wise, considerate, and straightforward. I want someone who knows who they are and what they want to do with their life and not afraid to go for it.
Things I love and live for:
tattoos, piercings, music, photography, the night, Halloween, poetry, religions, horror films, kpop, movies, reading, writing, hanging out with friends, fetlife, drawing, painting, cooking, blogging, kareoke, researching random topics on the internet, video games, nature, Celtic music, camping, hiking, the ocean, being nerdy creepy and kinky, starring up at the night sky and daydreaming, roller derby, the supernatural, absinthe, scars, gauged ears, boys, girls, getting lost in my day dreams, art, rain, passion, lust, love, touch, sound, stormy weather, classical music, fake blood, crosses, horror movies, unicorns, lollipops, whiskey, animals, music videos, hair dye, gargoyles, classic rock, dancing in the rain, late nights with friends, blackout curtains, candle light, piano, boots, kink, autumn, coffee, lingerie, corsets, anime, vampires, affection, holding hands under the stars, soju, astrology, horoscopes, endless love, passionate kisses, shooting stars, rosaries, dancing at random moments, movies, reading, writing, daydreaming, extreme body mods, physical and mental attraction to someone, cuddling, emoticons, black cats, the dark, morbid and macabre, pandas, The Doctor, bats, archery, sloths, language, country music, koalas, My Little Pony, fantasy, star trek, penguins, kink, paintball, lamas, family, gothic orchestra, tea cup pigs, asian foods, being Pansexual, rabbits, having a dark and twisted imagination, guinea pigs, sex whiskey & rock n roll, puppies, rock, dragons, kittens, star wars, goth clubs, Stormageddon: Dark Lord of All, chinchillas, pokemon, fairies, ghosts, metal, mermaids. Bettie Page, red lipstick, tea, rockabilly, late night movies, sleeping when the sun is out, sunset, offensive jokes, gothic industrial music, foreign food, wine, steampunk, walking around at night, sexual innuendos, starlight, the eternal search for my non-existent soul mate, sushi, winter, kisses in the rain, zombies, going to concerts.
Things I dislike/hate:
Homophobia, racism, sexism, misogyny, people who mistake my kindness as weakness, fake people, overly shallow people, being stuck in a boring route, people who are too serous/can't take a joke horrible spelling and grammar, those who think if you have depression, anxiety or some other mental or mood disorder that you're defective, extremely vanilla sex, bad music, people who have no imagination, arrogant people, ignorance, and people who have a stick up their ass.
If I have never met you in person, and we start talking it will be quite sometime before I'll fee comfortable exchanging phone numbers. If you get to the exchanging number step then somewhere down the road we'll probably end up hanging out. I don't currently drive. Driving gives me anxiety, so I would prefer to meet at places close to me. I am in the Natomas area. Meeting in downtown sac or the Arden area would be ideal. If needed I may be able to bug a friend for a ride. Also on the first meetings I like to be a friend along for comfort reasons, so don't be offended. Bring a buddy too! :)
Weight: 190 lbs
Hair: Crimson Red
Eyes: Blueish gray
Nationality: I'm a Mut
Religion: Agnostic Polytheist