I am not looking for sex partners. I misunderstood the Casual encounters was hanging out.
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A little strong I know but it has its filtering purposes. These profiles don't count good for first impressions, trust me. LOL Hence why we are all here.

I’ve been single for about a year now and feel like there’s a part of me that needs more in my life even though I already have a lot going. That is so true. I am in college for Business Administration and Information technology for my bachelors doing Internet Security, fixed my family, and changing my life. I do know this about myself, that it is all for my kids and the future and I need someone to fill the voids in my heart.

Someone more loving, affectionate, and cuddly than most. A relationship is only as strong as what you can get through. It takes two and can truly be a companionship. You can also learn a lot from me from my blog on my myspace. www.myspace.com/angelofwar_mma

Someone who makes me smile everyday and WILL talk to me and put the effort forth EVERYDAY. BECAUSE THEY WANT TO. NOT BECAUSE I ASK THEM TO. I DON'T WANT TO ASK ANYMORE. I DONT WANT SHYNESS ANYMORE. I DONT WANT THIS EXCUSE WHICH I HAVE GOTTEN CONSISTENTLY AND IT HAS NEVER PANNED OUT..."JUST GIVE ME TIME, IM NOT USED TO SO MUCH LOVINGNESS AND AFFECTION. I AM NOT USED TO SOMEONE ALWAYS WANTING TO HOLD ME AND KISS ME AND BASICALLY BE ONE." I have heard this many times and trusted the individual. And even though some get better it is never enough. Being this way is not something I choose, it is just me. And I do what makes me happy. My heart requires an amount of affection, attention, and love that is so much that normal people can’t do it. A normal heart cannot satisfy.

I truly believe in being 1 with someone...not 2. I know it takes time but most ppl work and live in this format. To them it is 1 day. to me it is 24 hours. to them it is 1 year, to me its 365 days. Does that make sense? I will not apologize anymore for being sooo needy and lovey. I will find someone who i get the same from. Someone that never comes home without smiling because they are finally by my side again. And lets me know it every time as I do them. Even if it’s been a day, and hour, 20 minutes. Someone that it means and is felt that deep to. Every hour of pretty much every day.

I know people have their off moments and stuff but when people get comfortable they tend to stop being sooo loving. They don’t think they have to say "I love you" as much, or cuddle as much. And for me, sub-consciously and in my heart, that is wrong for me. I don’t want to wait for catch-up. I want it to be that person. Love like me. Grow with me, Make Heaven on Earth with me. That is me and what I DO!! I need someone who can stimulate me intellectually, physically, playfully, and fun wise. I love trance, dubstep, fidget, and house techno. Raves and the night time. Able to pull off a goth look and go to a goth club. Cold weather for cuddling and warm weather for outdoors activities. Someone who can admit they are wrong and leaves their pride and ego at the door. Someone that wants to stay fit and wants a love the world is jealous of. Not for that purpose, but as a consequence of our love. Not afraid to show it anywhere. Affection is always awesome.

I know that seems like a lot to read and a lot to put out there but I am truly tired of time wasting and people who dont know what they want or who they are. No fakes or bs. Just a real person who doesn't lie and wants to succeed in life, love, and this world. I doubt I'll find anyone anytime soon this diverse but here's hoping.

I will be moving to Cali by the end of 2011 to work I.T. and make great money as well as to enjoy the MMA out there on a professional level and enjoy all the great things Cali has. I truly hate the east coast and well, this is me. Most won't like it but the right ones will. Good luck, Good Love, and Good hunting.

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I am in college to get a BA in INternet Security...yeah big bucks...i hate money. IT is a great field.lol I am a cagefighter thinking of turning pro in summer. I am a father and a brother. An uncle and son. I like to rave when i can and want to find someone to enjoy life with.

MMA, being a father. Listening, advising, learning, loving, sports

my eyes and arms. My smile.

love, kids, mma, college, good hearted ppl

hmmm..ask

you are a sweetheart, very very cuddly, loving, affectionate, smart, fit and passionate about whatever you do. And you read my profile and are compatible.