you know what i hate? i hate when you message someone and they dont message you back. it doesnt matter if you are interested in me or not just send me a damn message saying you aren't, i'm a big boy i can take it. to tell the truth i dont really give a crap. I doubt anybody will read this but anyway i just wanted to say that.

Think as it was and then again it will be,
Though the course may change sometimes
Rivers always reach the sea
Blind stars of fortune
Each have several rays
On the wings of maybe
Down in birds of prey
Kind of makes me feel sometimes
Didn't have to grow
But as the eagle leaves its nest
It's got so far to go.



Changes fill my time
Baby, that's alright with me
In the midst I think of you
And how it used to be
Did you ever really need somebody?
Really need them bad
Did you really ever want somebody?
The best love you've ever had
Do you ever remember me, baby
Did it feel so good?
Cause it was just the first time
And you knew you would



Through the eyes I sparkle
Senses grow keen
Taste your love along the way
See your feathers preen
Kind of makes me feel sometimes
Didn't have to grow
We are eagles of one nest
The nest is in our soul
Vixen in my dreams
With great surprise to me
Never thought I'd see your face the way it used to be

This is the springtime of my loving
The second season I am to know
You are the sunlight in my growing
So little warmth I've felt before
It isn't hard to feel me glowing
I watched the fire that grew so low.


It is the summer of my smiles
Flee from me Keepers of the Gloom
Speak to me only with your eyes
It is to you I give this tune
Ain't so hard to recognize
These things are clear to all from time to time.


I've felt the coldness of my winter
I never thought it would ever go
I cursed the gloom that set upon us But I know that I love you so.


These are the seasons of emotion
And like the winds they rise and fall
This is the wonder of devotion
I see the torch we all must hold.


This is the mystery of the quotient
Upon us all a little rain must fall
Just a little rain.

This is the best song that Metallica ever did. Too bad it got bad publicity when a kid committed suicide while listening to it.

Life it seems will fade away
Drifting further everyday
Getting lost within myself
Nothing matters no one else
I have lost the will to live
Simply nothing more to give
There is nothing more for me
Need the end to set me free

Things are not what they used to be
Missing one inside of me
Deathly lost, this can't be real
Cannot stand this hell i feel
Emptiness is filling me
To the point of agony
Growing darkness taking dawn
I was me but now he's gone

No one but me can save myself, but it's too late
Now I can't think, think why i should even try
Yesterday seems as though it never existed
Death greets me warm
Now I will just say good-bye.