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31 • Tacoma, WA • Man
I’m looking for
- Ages 18–55
- Located anywhere
- Who are single
- For long-term dating
- Last Online
- Nov 7, 2014
- 5′ 6″ (1.68m)
- Body Type
- Trying to quit
- Dropped out of space camp
- Relationship Status
- Relationship Type
- Doesn’t have kids, but might want them
- Likes cats
- English (Fluently)
My kitten is named Arya.
I was at fault for so many things....not listening (really listening), not helping around the house, not liking her friends and partying with my friends too often. i was irresponsible, impulsive, and always concerned about my self in the end. We had great sex, and slept next to each other like it was the only way to sleep. With out each other we couldn't sleep. Still i still miss her, but know better. I will never talk to her agian. Never see her, never touch her, taste her or hear her breath as she sleeps. it is over, the first year i thought i was over her....ha....no. the second year I finally came to realize i was. And now three years I am finally over being mad at my self for not forseeing, fixing or trying harder to save what was basicaly my wife leaving me.
But she's not innocent she cheated on me, when she was sober daily at work and it hurt. We got back together, I cheated on her drunk but still..i was still hurt from her campaigns of infidelity .we had finally forgiven each other but it was never the same. we bickered and held grudges. Untill we finally realized we wouldn't ever want to marry...she's was alway smarter....she saw it. She bowed out first, we both knew but didn't want to losse our home together our nights together we were so happy if life was only making dinner together and watching football and fishtanks and shower sex....we would have been fine.
Life is more than just those great things, it is about finding someone you can share and do everything with the good and the bad. Together.
. I kick myself inside everyday. Wishing I could have seen how I was there but not at the same time. I though I missed loving her for a long time. Now I realize I Just miss loving someone and being loved back.
(Wrote this one day...saw it the next and decided not to delete it, its the most honest I have ever been on this site.)
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