I may not live it to the extent I once did but it's still in my heart,mind and soul. Age and children have hinted very strongly that I be a responsible citizen. Lmao. But I can still think it.
Identifying crazy. Doesn't seem to be the right word . Hmmm. Energetic ? Passionate ? Fearlessly doing embarrassing things until its amusing not embarrassing. I think this may require a new word.
Having had relationships for 40 years now, it strikes me I should have a clue who I need . And I do. Will I find her? I hope so because I lost her the first time to a commune in California and never got a second chance.
By the way , I said need and I meant it . I think in this age of hard drive accelerated isolation need is a 4 letter word which gets a bad wrap. I need her so badly I can't stop looking and I can't settle for less . Tried it once . It's called divorce you know.
So here I sit writing and learning about romance. Finding that longing for the desired pieces to my puzzle is better than picking up a less complicated one. I need crazy. I need enerfrembarrtionate.
I need a good laugh with woman who doesn't mind my silly word and has a few of her own.