I keep thinking I need to add/change something on here, but then when I go to edit my page and I'm reading over what I got here, I never end up changing much at all... other then maybe what movie I saw lately or book I read... but still I feel that this profile will never really tell you who I am, and I can promise I will say something in jest that you will take wrong over email... but thats cause I say what I think, and don't really care who's listening, most of the time. I'm an open book, and I mean that more then most. I'm sure I've left out some about my spirituallity, forgot to post pictures of my art work, or need to update my resume... but I still think you'll be able to see me if you really look, and if you laugh while reading any of this we probably have similar senses of humor... everything's a joke to me, but I'm usually very serious about it.
I am Mux. INFP. I am a very creative person, usually involved in many different artistic projects at a time (music, film, photography, art, zines, and tons of ideas). You can often catch me starting a sentence with "Oh hey, I had this great idea...." which is usually followed by some hair-brained far out crazy plan of how to taking over the world.
Currently I'm trying to figure myself out so I can write something here, lol... actually I don't think I will really ever figure myself out, and sometimes I'm tired of trying, so I think I would rather just exist, and be happy. Well, I sorta have the existing part down, and I'm still working on the being happy part... at least I think I exist, and so therefore I must exist somehow, right? Even if I am just a character in some story somewhere floating around in someone's head... wait! What if I'm writing the story, and living it all at the same time? You want a part in the story? Maybe I could write you in....?
But really, when I have a chance to just be myself and do the things I want to do, I usually find that I am pretty happy... even though I often feel like there's something wrong with the world, it crowds in on me at times and whispers in my ears "You can't do it". But I rebel against those whispers, I yell "Fuck you, you whispers, I will do what I want, even if it might hurt me, even if it is hard, and the road is rough, even if I walk alone, and I never find love... I still have to be, who I am!!!"
All I know so far is that I am probably a lot weirder then you!!!
Ok, How about this... I'll make a list of... Things I like:
Smoking Pot (can you guess what I was doing when I started this list?). Watching movies. Music (everything from crust-bluegrass to stoner-metal, hard and heavy to soft and weird, swamp-gospel to experimental, indie-alternative to carnie-orchestra, punk to early rap, oldies to unknown... but mostly just weird stuff). Fruit. Playing music. Making movies. Road trips. Sardines. Doing all sorts of creative Art Projects. Having "Steak Night" with friends. Pirates, Zombies, and Monsters. Weird stuff. Old stuff. Weird old stuff. Experimental art/music. Indie & DIY. Finding artistically or musically re-usable random pieces of metal. Sideshow freaks. All weekend long sex. Giving cunnilingus. Driving. Daydreaming. Chinese food. Zach Galifianakis. Girls who perform on stage (music, vaudeville, etc. and I don't mean strippers). Top hats. My dog "Frank". Performing in front of a huge audience. Spaghetti Os with Meatballs. Swimming. Open mindedness. Paleness. Spelling words wrong on purpose and/or making up words that don't really exist. Being naked. Pasta. Reading profiles of cool hot girls I'll fall in love with but never get to meet. Floating down the river. Trying new things. Huge rocks. Noise making toys. Bubble baths. Blue eyes. RC Cola. Ugly stuff that I find beauty in. Cooking. Fireplaces. Making lists. Minimalism. Abstract art. Sleeping & Dreaming. Giving & getting, Cookies & Milk... Hummm, wow this is working pretty well... So OK, I'll add more as I think of it. Oh yeah, and someone just recently told me I forgot Snuggling!!! Yeah I like snuggling, wanna fight about it?!
From My Facebook Profile:
Something I saw on a friends page, I had to share: "For what it’s worth, it’s never too late, or in my case too early, to be whoever you want to be. There’s no time limit... start whenever you want... you can change or stay the same. There are no rules to this thing. We can make the best or the worst of it. I hope you make the best of it. I hope you see things that stop you. I hope you feel things that you never felt before. I hope you meet people with a different point of view. I hope you live a life that you’re proud of and if you find that you’re not, I hope you have the strength to start all over again." - F. Scott Fitzgerald
I am Mux, Mux I am, and I'd probably love some green eggs and ham! I like slacking off and being depressed and lonely, smoking pot playing music, traveling around the world, filming no-budget movies and stuff, painting pictures, taking photographs, writing songs, and stories, and getting online to archive my life which is my art!
Here are some links to some of my many projects:
Rat Babies (my band)
Heavy, loud, noisy, slow and powerful
The Jerkoff Bros
Skit comedy show
The Wonderous Adventures of Mr Blank
Blog of my travels and random life tidbits
Mr Blank Weird & Wandering Sideshow
Experimental music and performance art
Moonlight Gypsy Market
Annual art, craft and performance festival, Athens GA
But... I am really just boring, weird, creative, lost, and forlorned