I am a madman with a blue box. [This is a reference to something awesome, if you get it, we will get along splendidly. If not, there still might be hope] I do music, my life revolves around it. I am a nerd, I enjoy science and technology. I am smart, yet reluctant to admit so. I was in the Army for 7 years, I joined before the wars on/for 'terrorism'; back in January of 2001. I am probably the most liberal veteran you will meet. I was hoping for peace, I was wrong.
I enjoy a simple life with simple things. I am not materialistic and I don't care for people who define themselves with their possessions and money. This is code for being poor, post college graduate limbo. I either have infinite time and no money, or I have disposable income and no time. I'm searching for a balance. I prefer the city over the country, but I am no stranger to the wilderness. I also have an odd sense of humor, I think I'm hysterical. I am witty and sarcastic. I also enjoy using the word "I" when I'm describing myself.
I am Agnostic, I don't know the "Truth". I have a few hypotheses; God doesn't exist, God is dead, God doesn't care about us anymore, God is ashamed of his 'creations' and abandoned us, God doesn't realize he, she, or it is God, or God is not a being with thought but instead a form energy. I favor the last one. I consider myself an Agnostic Atheist. I don't think there is a god or gods; but I know there is no way to know for sure. How can you prove the nonexistence of anything?
I am searching for my muse. I prefer artistic women, intelligent creative women. I am very attracted to intelligence and creativity. Nerdy is sexy. Stupidity does not work for me; I need people who stimulate my mind. I'm looking for a partner that every moment with her is a blessing; even the most mundane activity would be entertaining with her presence. And to have the feeling mutual.
Passion is my life, and I fear I'm running out of fuel. I'm searching for ways to replenish. A balance between passion and reason is important to me. Balance in general.
I am empathetic, I care for other people; possibly too much. I'm not a pushover, I'll fight for what I'll believe in. I will fight for someone before I would fight for myself.
I have issues, we all do; I embrace them and try to use them to make me a better person.
One of my favorite quotes I stole from an old Star Trek episode:
“The most elementary and valuable statement in science, the beginning of wisdom is ‘I do not know’. I do not know what that is.”