I have a feeling that I'm an old soul, but I'm still struggling to become comfortable with myself. I feel deeply, I'm loving kind and innocent. I like being alone, I rarely socialize, I'm very respectful. I grew up and will remain in a rural area for the remainder of my days. My family is the most important thing in my life. I don't mess around, I'm not a player. I believe an intimate relationship is NOT a game, it has the power to drastically alter peoples lives.

Trying to stay as healthy as possible. Sculpture artist, painter, video artist, Verizon Technician, fixing/maintaining/remodeling houses. Struggling to fulfill my purpose.

Making a mess, cleaning...probably from the extensive practice I get from my mess making abilities, Anything art related, creative thinking, problem solving, research, fixing things. Making people laugh and feel good about themselves.

Something negative, perhaps something positive. Does it really matter, should we let it affect who we are?

Music:Jazz, Peter Gabriel, David Bowie, GAS, Vangelis, Plastikman, Royksopp, Springsteen, Nick Cave, Tom Waits, Underworld, Air, Morphine, Tool, Primus, Waylon Jennings, The Tuss/Aphex Twin, NIN, Square Pusher, Joy division, The Cure, Iggy Pop, The Stooges, Slow Dive, Vangelis, Lusine, Mathew Dear .........you have enough musical info to fit me in some sort of category.

Movies: Army of Shadows, The Red Circle, Le Samurai, Shutter Island, Rescue Dawn, Jacob's Ladder, Amadeus, Last Temptation of Christ, The Mosquito Coast, The Way Back, Dirty Harry, Eastwood's westerns, The Zodiac, Master and Commander, THE ABYSS, Kingdom of Heaven, Spy Game, Jeremiah Johnson, Butch Cassidy and the Sundance Kid, Strange Days, Blade Runner, Body of Lies, Mad Max trilogy, Soylent Green, Children of Men, Alexander (the revisited version), Seven Samurai, Yojimbo, Sanjoro, KILL!, The Hidden Fortress, Ran, The films of Stan Brakhage, Apocalypse Now, Robocop, The Conversation, Bram Stokers Dracula, The films of Terrence Malick, The films of Stanley Kubrick, Big Trouble in Little China, and most other films from John Carpenter, Evil Dead series, Paprika, Ghost in the Shell, Akira, Rambo films, Spirited Away, Princess Mononoke, Minority Report, Munich, The Pacific, Band of Brothers, Jaws, Saving Private Ryan, E.T. Kundun...

Books: Bukowski, Jiddu krishnamurti, The Forever War, Cosmic Serpent, Chariots of the Gods, Phillip K. Dick, HP Lovecraft, Stanislaw Lem, Parasite Rex, Microcosm, First Blood, Falling angel, William Gibson, Rainbows End, China Melville, Moscow 2042, some Chuck Palahniuk, Neil Stevenson, Enders Game, Breakfast at Tiffany's just to name a few.

This question, fingernails, tires, lubricant (where is your mind going?), tape worms, and algae (the food of our future)

We will never know what it is like not to exist.

Do I have the ability to free my body of the impulse to procreate?

Why do we think its o.k. to lock animals up in cages and glass tanks for our viewing pleasure?

Through breeding practices we've altered dogs and cats to be our docile and or retarded play things. I guess we do the very same thing to our children.

What do humans taste like and or have I already tasted them?

How I prepare for my Saturday is a private thing I'm not willing to admit. But it involves skinning puppy dogs and making ladies undergarments out of their pelts.

Art, how do I love thee? Let me count the ways.
I love thee to the depth and breadth and height
My soul can reach, when feeling out of sight
For the ends of Being and ideal Grace.

it feels right