I understand, it happens from time to time. If you are still with me (and congrats if you are) you've made it where others have failed.
Perhaps one day we will meet and laugh about this, can you believe that we first met on this website? Perhaps we will just have good conversation about life and books. Perhaps I'll just recognize you from your photo in real life and we will just nod to one another, knowing that we are in the struggle for another but not with each other.
Either way, I'm excited.