I was born and raised in San Diego, National City to be specific.
I've always been a nerd, from comics to video games. also i'm a huge movie buff i love watching movies and documentaries. love all kinds of music but have a huge love for punk and ska. i love photography and really really need a new camera. I have had my own place in the past and have even been close to being married.
Just so there is no bullshit and misunderstanding I'm gonna lay out the past and future. I have been in a few serious relationships in the past and every time i was cheated on. So if you could imagine i never really kept in contact with anyone from my past. The most serious one spanned years and led to engagement but it ended bad and led to what i called a downward spiral. i thought i had it all figured out. haha to be so young and dumb. i blamed myself for so long, going through depression and shit like that. i really did think i knew what i wanted, i had a car and apartment. i lost all that in weeks. it seemed like i had hit the worst luck ever. that led me back home, at the time i was just gonna drink myself through the days. We don't get what we want though and i learned that i was needed for something higher than myself. My Grandparents health was not good so i decided to help my mom and be a caretaker for them. For four years i did everything for my family and grandparents. I gave up my goals and put aside dreams to make sure they were as comfortable as possible. how many people would give up their social lives and income? In January my grandfather passed away and I'm still not sure if i'm ok.
In four years I learned so much about people and the way we go about life. I see things differently now. there are more important things than money, popularity,and keeping up with trends that come and go in the blink of an eye. I know i'm not stupid and money makes the world go round so yes i am looking for a job. With all that said I'm looking for something real with someone who understands the way the world works and is looking for somethin more than the norm. oh also 420 friendly haha