Bit of a disclaimer, at times my essay can be a bit... Idk... Sad,
but I am a warm and happy person, and in no way use my past as an
excuse for my actions, its just what I came from, not who I am.
Now... Enjoy lol
As I wrote my old essay a few years ago when I first joined this
site, I feel a re-write is deffinantly over due, so here goes. This
will take a while, but stick with me please lol. I was born and
raised in jackson michigan to a jewish mother and a roman catholic
father so my younger years was a tumultuous blend of under handed
racism, hate, violence, and at many times... Blood-shed. I witness
violence of the most extreme cases against mother at the hands of
father, for no better reason than my fathers sexual idenity. See,
my father was a closeted homosexual, something frowned upon by both
his religion and his family, to which I never really belonged, due
to my mother. Long story short, he died, and me and mother where
free. We enjoyed a few years, until she too passed and I was sent
to live with my fathers parents. Due to clear reasons stated above,
I turned to drugs for solice. I went to rehab, where the teachings
of the Buddah pulled me out of my drug enduced haze. Now, I'm clean
and living life positivly, riding the cosmic waves of the universe.
Despite my past, im a loving, caring man and I readily share that
with all... Regardless of race, creed, color or sexual
orientaion/identity. I will always love you fully, and for no other
reason than because your you.
What I’m doing with my life
Right now, I'm jobless and facing homelessness... Again. But,
according to the teachings of my "religion" (i hate calling it
that, as I'm anti-religion) times of strife are best dealt with a
light hand and a shedding of earthly possessions... I thought this
sounded like a decent idea, So I gave away most of my possessions,
and plan on living out of my backpack, living in a tent in wooded
areas in the middle of my city, (a path of spirtual enlightenment
by living the life of what I like to call an "urban nomad")and
taking work as it comes until I land a perminate job, if the
universe deems this to be my path. If it is, ill get an apartment
and everything that makes me a "legitiment" person in the eyes of
modern man. Until then, im going with the flow, listening,
learning, loving and growing.
I’m really good at
Listening. Offering sound, reasonable advice, helping anyway I can.
Oh, and various tactics revolving around zombie survival and
slaying. I'll have you know, if your prepared for a zombie
apocolypse, a hurricane looks like a light rain lol
The first things people usually notice about me
Im a big guy, even 300, give or take... i don't weigh myself much
lol. Girls that never had a big guy say they dont like big guys.
Ladies, i urge you to give it a shot. Us big guys will always try
harded... In everything
Favorite books, movies, shows, music, and food
Ill keep this short, because this could take forever lol. I like
all music except country. I like many movies, but documentaries
move me the most. And ill read anything if it catches my fancy
within 5 chapters (my 5 chapter rule has yet to steer me wrong lol)
but sci-fi fantasy are my favorite. Other then that, ill give it a
The six things I could never do without
Once you learn to live with nothing, you learn what you really
need... But, as we all need SOMETHING to sustain life, my list is
I spend a lot of time thinking about
I think about many things, in great dept all the time... It's who I
On a typical Friday night I am
Whatever I need to do... And looking to party lol
The most private thing I’m willing to admit
I wear sandels alot, but I hate both mine and other peoples feet.
Dont put yours near me, and we'll get along fine lol. And, even
though im open about love, after exploring my sexuality, im 100%
straight... Although I fully surrport your sexual
orientaion/identity, I can only be with a woman with women parts.
And, i'm ok with open relationships, as long as im the only man...
You should message me if
You wanna talk. If you want guidance in a non-judgemental,slightly
hippish view lol. Or, if you want to join me in quest for spirtual
enlightenmemt... Theres plenty if room in the woods lol