I am fond of intellectuals, but at the same time, they intimidate me. I enjoy activities such as: viewing and discussing film, poetry, literature, and lyrics, taking turns reading poetry aloud with someone, singing even though I lack the talent, discovering new music, laying down on a blanket in the grass and having a picnic, sharing thoughts and emotions with someone, staying active (humans were never intended to be sedentary). I'm hypersensitive emotionally & physically, but I am not whiny nor ungrateful for my blessings. I am a very intense individual, addicted to touch; it gives me a high. My emotions are overwhelming, at times. I cry as well as laugh on a regular basis. I wish to meet people with whom I can feel comfortable enough to show all of my sides to.
Have any skeletons in your closet that need freeing? I'm very accepting and open. I'm unsure how to break the ice and am not always certain on how to keep a conversation going. I am, by nature, more of a listener than a talker. I've been told I'm "too quiet". At times I think in images and emotion. I am incredibly open, expressive, and certain individuals have been able to get me to talk quite a bit. I stay away from drama and would much rather partake in a mature discussion, instead of an unnecessary argument. I am very socially awkward. I laugh at stupid random shit for no apparent reason.
I like when people can be silly and playful with me. I am not negative nor do I wish to associate with anyone who fosters the belief that life is composed of little more than doom and shittery. I am only interested in speaking with straightforward people like myself. I'm a very emotionally charged person and drawn to others that are.
I have no interest in politics, the economy, or sports. I don't want to be exposed to anything related to any of these things, don't wish to discuss them, don't wish to hear about them, am not particularly fond of those who invest too much time dwelling on nor fretting over such things. If these are large topics of interest to you, you'd probably bore and annoy me.
It's neat when people can simply BE without the pressure to speak. I am a bit of a misanthropist, but I also posses an unusually strong sense of empathy towards fellow earthlings, both human & animal. I'm very liberal minded & have a distaste for most conservative republicans, bigots, people that strive to fit the status quo, arrogance, materialism, passive aggressives, anyone with a bad temper and anger problems, raging alcoholics, people that talk too much and say so little, and closed minded folks. I value intellectualism but can't stand pretentious assholes. I don't care what you do for a living. It's important to me that you are humble, kind, genuine, understanding, have the same values and interests as I. Being an introvert is a plus. If you dig my music, message me at once.
Poetry; Lovely words captivate me. Mental illness memoirs, anything psychology related, anything true crime, anything involving gritty realism, and anything taboo.
As far as film goes, my preference is commonly Foreign & Independent cinema & documentaries. I like to be emotionally
impacted. Anything with an offbeat plot gets my attention, as well as
anything that's experimental or considered disturbing. I also like films with lots of dialogue. And anything tasteless. Cheesy horror makes for good laughs.
There was no option for Pescetarian, but this is more accurate than vegetarian because I do consume sea life. I try my best to eat clean, REAL food most of the time.
My ideal mate or mates would be health conscious as well, and use sunblock. Who wants to age prematurely? I sure don't! While we are at it, mustaches also turn me off & are a deal breaker cause they remind me of my father. My music taste is extremely varied, but to name (just) a few of my favorites: Current 93, Coil, Pink Floyd, Nick Cave & The Bad Seeds, Piano Magic, Changes, Boyd Rice, The Smiths, Forrest Fang, Delerium, Frontline Assembly, Black Tape for A Blue Girl, Conjure One, Patty Griffin, Tori Amos, Die Antwoord, Adham Shaikh, A Murder Of Angels, Switchblade Symphony, Hannah Fury, VnV Nation, Sad Lovers and Giants, Joy Division, Dead Can Dance, The Moody Blues, In Gowan Ring, TwinSisTerMoon, Godspeed you Black Emperor, Ataraxia, Sole, Sadistik, Whitehouse, Noe Venable, Die Form, The Knife, Steve Roach, spoken word poetry, etc..
Some genres of music I enjoy are: Ambient, Avante Garde/Experimental,Neofolk, Gothic, Neoclassical, Ethereal, Darkwave,EBM,cheesy 80's music, Independent Hip Hop, and more. Have been exploring the Noise genre, prefer to experience it live, and wish I had a companion to share it with.
*you love counterculture & would love to explore with me.
*you are a skilled lover
* if you have actually read my profile & feel like you can relate to me.
*you enjoy true crime shows & documentaries as much as I do (I go on long marathons)
* if you feel that we were twins separated at birth
* you have an appreciation for obscure film, music & art!
* you are either as socially awkward as I am or don't mind that I am.
*You appreciate simple things in nature like a swim or hike.
*You are willing to get to know my well trained, loving dog. If you don't like or at least tolerate my dog, I don't like you. She does not even shed, does not bark incessantly, is compact, and I've trained her not to slobber all over people. She is well disciplined.
* you are morbid, difficult to shock, and not easily offended. I'm not politically correct, so you may dislike me if you are.
* you are a dork
* you have a love for the Gothic subculture & might like to go to the castle with me. That would be great!
* you want a deep, meaningful friendship that lasts a life time.
* you are as intense & passionate as I am.
* you have an open mind
* you have a love for the arts
*you don't take yourself too seriously
* you don't get bored easily.
* you are warm and loving
* you don't kill animals for sport
* you want a quality friend who tells it like it is and won't ever judge you for past mistakes, income level, or other shallow nonsense.