i do not know what to write here for even if i try to embellish myself i am still who i am. words tend to be the worst descriptors when it comes to a persons character, personality and beliefs. specially since we are in this site (well many of us, at least i am) trying to find our special someone..the person that perhaps will travel this life with us hand in hand and step by step. well i will try to be as objective as possible. my self summary...well i love to read and write. i make a living out of my writing and it pains me to say i do not know how to do anything else. i love writing i love creating. i think that for most writers writing is an scape. writing is a symptom of non conformity. for we hate the world is and as god made men unto his own image, we writers try to make the world or at least our world in our books and our letters unto our own image. we are the directors of the play, the choosers of our characters play, the alpha and omega in a sense. i look for love and beauty. i do not mean the love that goes away when shit hits the fan. i do not seek the love in a fairy tale for that kind of love has an end. i seek the love real love. many people think am naive because most love stories end up in heart break. so what is love? love i believe it truly exists, it is see every day but we cannot perceive it. true love is what makes a mother take care of her infant child. love is what makes a baby smile at his or her mother. true love is what makes an everyday man get up every morning and go to his shitty job and work eight long hours just to bring enough food to feed his family and enough money to support his family. it is the same love that makes a mother get up every day and work hard twenty four hours a day to feed her kids, to teach them proper values, to clean up the home and to take care of her husband. that is real love. its not beautiful in a conventional way, but it is beautiful in the way a person make selfless acts for another person, the beauty is in the sacrifice. because it is hard to be an everyday man or woman. it is hard and yet it is possible. one wise man once say (i forgot his whole name Rahman that made the sountrack slumdog millionaire) he said THERE IS LOVE AND THERE IS HATE AND I CHOOSE LOVE AND THAT IS WHY AM HERE and same for me. i chose love...i turn my back on hate i choose love romantic love brotherly love, love for my friends, my brothers my family and hopefully one day love for a woman that god or nature or whoever is the one in control of destiny chooses. so am here looking and waiting for you my love who ever you are...where ever you might be..on the other side of the ocean..across the street, where ever you are love...i will be there in your heart..

well am a writer. not a famous writer but i make a living out of it am a freelance writer. i love my job i love writing. for me writing is creating. i love the written word for it is said that when god created the wold all he had to do was to say things to be done and they were done. i believe in the power of words and intellect. the only way of connecting to god and connecting to one's surroundings is through knowledge, study, education and wisdom. i am currently working on two books..one is a fictional story and the other one is a psychology book. i really want to change the world. i wanna make it a better way. i want to be a better person also and am currently searching my self. i want to be a more wholesome person.

writing, getting to know people. i love talking and listening to new ideas.

my eyes...my height and my character.

well books i love all books i have more books than jeans i read anything. i love all kinds of food as long as they are well cooked. music well of course U2 the rolling stones keanye west, lady gaga..

am not very religious for religions are some of the worst problems in this world. many wars have been waged in the name of god or in the name of some god. however one of the first things i cannot do without if my higher power or my god for god gave me life and if god takes my life away i perish and i am no more. second is my family, they are the single most important group of people that i could die if they are not in my life, they are so inherently a part of me like my heart of my kidneys. third my books, they give me knowledge and wisdom, books are freedom in this day and time many people think they are free but unless people do not attain an education they cannot be free. why do you think many governments that oppress their people take away their education or restrict education of a certain minority? fourth my laptop computer since most of my work i do i do it online. fifth my car because i need it to get to places fast. and six...hmmm do not know yet...

i think a lot about what kind of person i am. i think about my impact on this world. i think about writing my book and being able to change a person's life. may be the life of a person that will be responsible for change. a change in which all of us cease to be so selfish and in which we stop running on the "whats in it for me principle" i want a world in which we could be more selfless and help one another even if there is no reward. that is my dream, my hope and my prayer. and i hope that someday i could be like that once a great man Gandhi said to be the change one hopes to see and i hope and i pray to be that change.

i am working on my project. i need lots of money. i wanna see the world but i also need to pay my bills.

wow private thing...that am looking for the one that will be my only one...my friend my lover..so if you are reading and you feel you could be the one..hey am right here!!!

you want to get to know me or if you are a bit curious.