that would make someone attracted to you." I'm a little tempted to lie by omission, but I'd hate it. The truth is, what I really want is for someone to take home all of it, the James Dean and the Marty Feldman alike. I'm just as kind and giving as I am lonely and confused about the nature of life. My occasionally brilliant insights are the flip side of my relentless pecking at commonly accepted truths. Those that I love I love pretty fully, but I sure can't say I love most people.
With regards to relationships, well, I'd like to think I can love deeply again someday, and that my time here (on the earth, or on the internet) isn't spent window-gazing at some distant fantasy or picking over a sea of clovers.