but perhaps they don't know limitless sorrow
trying to seek out small, but lovely comforts
'cus my heart was punctured by a waterfall of darts
like dying my hair my favorite color, teal
smelling a fresh orange peel
i smile within,
when i think of your grin
staring into the geometric perfection of a bright yellow sunflower,
then closing my eyes under the luminescent moon...
knowing you're still with me hour after hour
keep praying the pain is going to lessen
when the big things hurt so much,
i try to stay focused on my blessings...
even the twirl of my skirt my friend gave me the other day,
you were the needle in a mile high pile of hay
i said "infinity"... you said, "infinity squared"...
thank you for everything, i know you really cared