I'm stefan, I'm solitary, disenchanted, and looking for likewise.

I pass the hours by immersing myself in film, art, fashion and the critical theory behind them. I take pleasure in specific genres - their experience, and analysis. In particular, I have a great appreciation for surrealism, futurism, existentialism, sci fi and realism.
In the quiet afternoon you might find me on the computer, petting animals, taking inventory, watching movies, drawing, or sighing about my voice. It's high, feminine, and barely-audible, and it embarrasses me like nothing else.
I'm withdrawn, easily intimidated, and I tend to be less attracted to people who are very outgoing, social, and happy. I like sad people.
As you may have surmised, I have social anxiety/agoraphobia with a dash of depression, and if you are similar, I'd like to talk to you. Indeed, I'm looking for someone who can understand my personality. I'm having a hard time finding that. maybe i'm just strange...
I think it would be interesting to meet someone who's really fucked up.

I'm not sure what I'm looking for or where I'm going at the moment, I'm just open to what comes my way.
I'm not really sure what I think about 'love' and romance, I take a realistic, materialistic view of life, my first response to any new idea is skepticism.
But for the most part I lack the confidence to hook up with guys I don't know, although I'd like to.
I guess what I'm looking for on this website, is someone similar to myself. I spend most of my time by myself, it would be nice if I could change that though...
I'm just trying to get by, and get to know myself in this world I happen to be awake in.

taking pictures of you
drawing pictures of you
painting pictures of you
petting my cat
playing with rats
reading
watching movies
daydreaming
trying to figure it all out
feeling sorry for myself
being miserable

taking pictures
dressing myself
listening
bein' a beatnik
being quiet
speculating
procrastinating
pessimism
picking you apart

high voice, big smile, quiet, skinny, pale, eyes, stretched ears, interesting clothes, awkwardness, my septum, I always look sad, my hair, oblong appearance

Movies: david lynch, john waters, richard linklater, jan svankmajer, miyazaki, todd solondz, Eraserhead, Kids, Gummo, 2001, akira, perfect blue, American Beauty, Heathers, The Heart Is Deceitful Above All Things, Lolita, Me And You And Everyone We Know, Ken Park, Elephant, Thumbsucker, Pink Flamingos, Welcome To The Dollhouse, The Raspberry Reich, Palindromes, Waking Life, Hard Candy, What Ever Happened To Baby Jane?, Smiley Face, Cat Soup, Fight Club, Fear and Loathing In las Vegas, Pulp Fiction, American History X, Salo, The Cook the Thief his Wife & her Lover, Boogie Nights, Paprika, Fantastic Planet, Alice, Kaena, The Quiet Earth, Female Trouble, Polyester, The Fountain, Inland Empire, Gandahar, 2010, Chronopolis, Solaris, Mysterious Skin, Safe, Serial Mom, Plague Dogs, May, Vanilla Sky, Lost Highway, A home at the end of the world, wristcutters, Persepolis, Eternal Sunshine of a Spotless Mind, Contact, Close Encounters Of The Third Kind, Visitor Q, Dead Ringers, xxy, ma vie en rose, A.I., bicentennial man, liquid sky, desperate living, audition, my own private idaho, glue, irreversible, , Synecdoche, New York, antichrist, dark city, ai no kusabi, eyes wide shut, being john malkovich, adaptation, i heart huckabees, shortbus, bent, birth, pan's labyrinth, the rules of attraction

Music: Xiu Xiu, Kimya Dawson, Diane Cluck, Joanna Newsom, Animal Collective, Portishead, The Knife, Erase Errata, Panda Bear, Chromatics, Glass Candy, Sally Shapiro, the bug, the black angels, ladytron, bjork, jeffrey lewis, cocteau twins, junior boys, blonde redhead, the bloody beetroots, devendra banhart, m83, efterklang, MIA, peaches, radiohead

A computer with an internet connection.
my penis
animals
good music
films
freedom

the cosmos
consciousness
penises
the people I make up

doing all sorts of uninteresting things

I have a strong preference toward uncircumcised men

You have foreskin. :D