queer bilingual (spain-ish/english) gender-variant thing.

i put "bi" even though i really dislike the term for myself personally. basically what it means is that i find myself with all kinds of different bodies that do not always fall into what i am frequently read as--a faggot. sometimes i like that and sometimes i wanna be a lady.

in homolandia, i would tell you i'm "verse". it all depends on you.

if i message you, i ain't playing!

nowadays all i think about is destruction.

i work and i freelance. trying to write and always failing, formerly causing mayhem and being apocalyptic, now just being apocalyptic.

i work with youth in my "regular job" in a sensitive place. it's really important to me. ask me about it--i'll tell you.

i moved to chicago from the east coast a little while ago to "get serious". multiple emotional breakdowns later i can't tell if i'm doing it but sometimes all the pressure feels good in a way (lol kink). sometimes there's not enough time in the day. that's where you fit in, though. make that time, or make me make that time for you sugar.

spieling, doing impersonations, listening, never finishing anything.

two things with lasting relevance:

my long eyelashes and my birth mark.

i used to get made fun of for looking like a girl because of the former; now i like to think that i'm a dyke, so i love not having to use mascara.

the latter, i recently found out, was what my first (kinda sorta but you know) manboy lover found attractive about me. meaningful on so many levels.

i'm almost done with "can't stop won't stop" and it is probably the best thing i have ever read.

1. lemon
2. lemon
3. lemon
4. lemon
5. lemon
6. cock

politics

bumpin and grinding...or holed up in my room reading.

i have a deep and abiding fascination with nipples of all kinds.

you would like to go for a ride with a snazzy sex queen. or want to get know someone who will take you seriously and listen to you and try to make you laugh like a seal.

also, please no racists, femmephobic/misogynist, colonialist fucks, i will virtually baleet you in a heartbeat.