self disciplined
but no self control
stupid right? it sure feels that way...
bought an accordion
invite me to a show i'll go, very much like live music
very feminine & very masculine
it says i'm bi. the truth to this is i'm just not wholly anything. whatever it's lame but i hate labeling myself that way. i'm mostly into guys but who knows? i'm open to the right person. i'm on here for friends. not worrying about more unless it makes sense. in the end all i care about is laughing. it's the best.

i'm editing this after the first go...
which was last week after a bottle of wine.
i was impressionable and encouraged by friend to be a crazed idiot on here.
and since i partly AM, some of this will be left untouched.
i think i'll keep re-editing cause who isn't always changing a little? you should be. i am.

working on stand-up with amyskinnylove
poetry
next trip
riding bikes
crocheting scarves
figure drawing at the Y
cooking baking making my own menu
live music, dead music (that was lame)
if you're in a band (isn't everyone now?) lemme know when/where your next show is cause i'm interested freal
meow

being a big sister
teaching japanese punks
disturbing tha peace
drinking and other forms of debauchery (well.......it's true, i AM good at these things)
being a jerk (cause it's funny)
dancing
impersonations
i like to see people laugh. or otherwise moved to feel something. show me you're alive. it's engaging

going through michael cera phase
curly hair, still on the short side
boyish good looks
homemade sundresses from mom
laughing TOO LOUDLY

wicked, the poisonwood bible, a prayer for owen meany, the brothers K, the house of the spirits, me talk pretty one day, the corrections, like water for chocolate, where the red fern grows, kitchen, textbooks

kung fu hustle, fear&loathing in las vegas, eternal sunshine for the spotless mind, fight club, office space, forrest gump, amélie, house of the flying daggers, walk the line, frida, buffalo 66, a league of their own, wet hot american summer, shag, penelope, slumdog millionaire, the go-getter

here's the genre list:
indie, folk, ska, rockabilly, psychobilly, rock'n'roll, punk, surf rock, motown, soul, latin, doo-wop, blues, garage

what i've been really into/craving *lately*:
bon iver, cambera obscura, capybara, sam cooke, ike & tina, band of horses, ruby suns, the essex, jens lekman, fleetwood mac, the cure, nina simone, passion pit, fleet foxes, dirty projectors, jimmy soul, animal collective, chavela vargas, the dodos, elliott smith, manu chao, neko case, huey piano smith, magnetic fields, andrew bird, desmond dekker, major lance, slowreader, the contours, pulp, martha reeves & vandellas, yeah yeah yeahs, smokey robinson & miracles, the slackers, otis redding

spicy food, so spicy that it hurts; butter; soups; coffee; thai, indian, mexican, greek sorts; little bits of heavy foods mmm

sisters, coffee, playing outside, ocean, making music, doing whatever i want

this gay guy i really like (hahahahhaha oh)
sustainable development
sailboats
what i will eat for the day
pros/cons of being drunk
whether i should smoke (no, but...)
what i look like when i laugh

making adventure happen
having a blast

anything goes
i've wondered if i should've been a dude ?
who can say

hmm
i just really like fun, having & making
i'm trying to have a meaningful life, are you?
whatever that means...

if you wanna be my friend~