I'm a workaholic and base my life on getting stuff done and learning, kind of subconsciously I guess. I don't have a checklist of stuff to do in life that I'm working to complete or anything, but I always seem to be pushing really hard to do whatever's next, at work, at home, even when I'm trying to relax. It's usually pretty interesting but a bit intense at times. I get really focused on stuff sometimes and forget to eat for like 15 hours while I'm doing something, other's I'm totally random and like a 5 year old on a gallon of mountain dew. There's really no pattern.. The only thing that seems to get me to relax consistently is cuddling with nice guys. That and driving really fast, and flying, but those are kind of illegal and expensive so I try to not count those.
I'm intelligent, care a lot about people I like and am willing to go out of my way for them, want everybody to be happy but realize that's a pretty insane thought, want to be happy myself but haven't really found what it is I'm after or what really makes me content inside. I love nerdy engineering stuff, industrial equipment, really old stuff like ships/tractors/cars and more from 100 years ago, planes, rockets, shock waves, supercavitating flow, and a bunch of other silly stuff that blows my mind about why I'm so interested in it.. I pay attention to way too many details. When I see something new to me as seemingly simple as looking at a flower real closely, I overanalyze it for quite a while and come up with so many questions it'd take me a day of googling to find the answers. I usually get distracted by something else and learn a lot of stuff I don't need to know..
I usually feel kind of lost and misguided, but I tend to do a lot of cool random stuff and people usually have a fun time with me, so I guess it's all good. I just don't know what I want to do when I grow up. :)