For some reason I dont know why, I woke up and decided to shave my beard off. Right now im regretting it. It feels so weird not having it. I can't wait for it to grow back in.

I don't know if I can stay at my new job. I work 6p-6a and when I get home i can't fall asleep until about 9 or 10. Then im waking up at 3. Im dead tired, but if I go back to bed I would lose my whole day. This job sucks.

It's officially my 30th birthday. For some reason I feel so old. I know im not. But just the thought of me saying im 30 just makes me feel old. Im not a teenager or in my twentys anymore. Those ages you feel like your young. When you hit 30 your officially old. I dont know if its just me. But thats how I feel.