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SweetInsecurity1

33 M Columbus, OH

My Details

Last Online
Online now!
Orientation
Bisexual
Ethnicity
White
Height
5′ 11″ (1.80m)
Body Type
Average
Diet
Anything
Smokes
No
Drinks
Socially
Drugs
Never
Religion
Christianity, and very serious about it
Sign
Pisces, and it’s fun to think about
Education
Working on two-year college
Job
Other
Income
Less than $20,000
Relationship Status
Single
Relationship Type
Offspring
Doesn’t have kids, but might want them
Pets
Has dogs and likes cats
Speaks
English (Fluently)

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My self-summary
I have made many bad decisions in the past from doing drugs (just shrooms, nothing like heroin or meth), and have taken some major time to regroup and remember who I am deep down. I have been very reflective, somewhat regretful, introspective about who I am and where I want to be. I no longer do drugs of any kind, I drink rarely, and try to focus on being healthy. I look forward to the future and treat each moment like a blessing.
What I’m doing with my life
Note: this section is actually pretty long so if you want to skip it and read the rest, or read the rest and come back and read this if you like me that is, it would be just fine with me:).

I actually live in Middle Tennessee, but I thought I'd put down somewhere else as my town on here because:

1. The people in my (small) hometown seriously look up people on dating sites and laugh at them. It is fucking pathetic.

2. I go with the David Cross mentality on the South in that there is a certain ignorance in the south that is more steadfast and true than in the rest of the U.S., and you see these girls with the pit bulls and the "I don't want no drama!" when I use my town as a basis to search from. Maybe I "want something foreign" or maybe my town really is just fucking miserable. I sense the latter.

So basically I'm trying to get myself together. I live with the parents. Yep, I do! I basically lost my mind at 18 from doing shrooms right before I left to become an exchange student. This with the culture shock of living in a new country really fucked up my mind (and health, I purposely ate a part of a mushroom out of my host families yard to see if it would mess me up and wasn't sure if it was poisonous or not, and tried to "will" my body not to die for about a month, then just completely "gave up" one night, and my kidnies and liver started spassing out as I lay in bed. I never went to a doctor because I was worried about getting caught. By the end of the year, I felt like I was going to die. Literally. I still have heart problems now and get exhausted real easily. But I still credit that year for saving my life. I don't think I would have learned my lesson if it hadn't happened like that.) So I went inward. And here I am. Still scared to leave home after all these years...

I work at a local family owned pharmacy, I clean the luncheonette there.

I see myself in the future writing or doing stand up, anything creative. Not sure if I could make a career out of it, but it would be fun even as a hobby. I'd like to get involved in the mental health field also.
I’m really good at
I love to sing, dance, and write. I have a big imagination and make characters and stories out of a weird shape on the floor or whatever. I used to think everybody did this, but do they? I'm not sure.

And I can do impressions that are pretty funny.
The first things people usually notice about me
I'm a bit shy at first, so I'd say it is that. Once they get to know me it is that I am a mixture of serious and silly.
Favorite books, movies, shows, music, and food
Music: Iron & Wine, Smog, Okkervil River, Gillian Welch, Lori Mckenna, Andy Hull solo, Phosphorescent, John Prine, Ben Barnett, Lou Barlow, Patty Griffin, and Jason Molina (I just found out Jason Molina died and it breaks my heart to no end...) and a lot off of the hush record label out of Portland. Jeff London, Laura Gibson, Corrina Repp, etc.

Movies: Ordinary People, St. Elmo's Fire, Wet Hot American Summer, The Ice Storm, Terms of Endearment, Stand By Me, Howl's Moving Castle, Breaking Away, Peggy Sue Got Married. Pretty much anything that was on HBO when I was in my late teens that I could live vicariously through the characters and ignore my lack of a life lol. You KNOW you did it too!:)

I love to write but hardly have the patience to sit down and read a novel. If you see the irony in that statement it wasn't lost on me, ha! I am "anti-symbolism" in literature, I love surrealism, like "Desolation Row" by Bob Dylan, if everything I read was like that, I would have no trouble reading.

I don't watch tv because it is just horrible these days. But in the past I liked, The State, Mr. Show, The Wonder Years, Quantum Leap, Night Court, Cheers

And as a kid it was: Vultron, Jem, He-Man/She-ra, My Little Pony, GI Joe, Care Bears, and what list wouldn't be complete without some Kids Inc! Oh and Punky Brewster! Hell to the yeah!

And food, my palette is def more complex than steak and potato but if you put some kind of badass topping on that steak and make it a loaded baked potato? Now my palette being complex not so much...
The six things I could never do without
-my imagination
-God/ Jesus Christ/ my faith
-singing
-music
-laughing
-thinking
I spend a lot of time thinking about
Comedy, right and wrong, doing what's right/ daydreaming, getting over my fears of being my true self around others...
On a typical Friday night I am
Singing karaoke!:) Dancing like a fool! Either out or in.
The most private thing I’m willing to admit
I have thought of some pretty decent band names in my day. I impart this on you, oh humble OKCupid user, because I will NEVER use them and it seems to be a waste to let them go... Also I came up with this product to combine a listerine type gel and exfoliates to use as a mouthwash (just add water and swish it back and forth between your teeth) and called up Johnson & Johnson and gave it to them, just because I knew I would never do anything with it. It's been nearly five years and I haven't seen it so don't know if they are working on it or didn't think it would sell, not sure, but start your small business and devote it to that if you so want, humble reader;). The guy I talked to DID take my name, address, and I believe phone number, but I didn't have it patented so I don't know what that would mean other than, "Good job brah" plaque, or maybe a lifetime supply? I'd settle for a lifetime supply! But what if it bankrupted them?? ew! See? Now I'm glad it's not my baby! Anyway, here are the band names.

Infant ant - Modest Mouse cover band (yes it is supposed to be a play on "infinite", as in the possibilities are infinite, limitless, and small and meek)
Wand - the 70's Jethro Tull/Uriah Heepish band that should have but never existed (note: another guy is going by this in Canada now, but I thought of it before he started using it. Not going to say I thought of it first, since who knows who thought of it first? All part of the 'collective unconscious' brah, all part of the collective unconscious.)

And my newest:

Knuckle - Kind of podunkish, small town, backwards, a bit gritty.
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I can understand where Jessica Simpson would make the mistake on the "Chicken of the Sea", "Chicken by the Sea" thing, and felt bad for her when I watched that. Yeah I'm pretty sure I just admitted I'm somewhat of a dumb blonde of sorts:/. S'aight, I don't mind:).
I’m looking for
  • Girls who like guys
  • Ages 22–42
  • Located anywhere
  • For new friends, long-term dating, short-term dating
You should message me if
You are into similar music, think we would make a good pair, or want to make a new friend. if you're into the same cultural stuff as me WITHOUT being into "The Naked Lunch" or "Annie Hall", I'd say we'd be a good match. I can't stand the beat poets/writers like Kerouac or Burroughs, or Woody Allen movies, blugh!:P Also fuck horror movies, vampires, etc. And Jack White. I know y'all love the White Stripes, but the guy's a fucking tool. His wife has a restraining order against him. "Put her in your pocket, where there's no way out now"?? Indeed Mr. White sir, indeed.

Not to end on a neg. though, I'm seriously looking for my second half. I know that makes me a romantic, but still I do. If that is you, or you think that is you, give me a message. Also, I am totally down with being pen pals, chatting or whatever. I am open to making new friends too. But more importantly I would LOVE to find my BEST friend:).