Well, I've never been in a relationship before, so I don't really
know what I'm looking for here, but I know that somebody else would
be nice. I've only been out for a short time, since October 2007,
so being "gay" still feels new and foreign for me, but I'd like to
believe that I've come to a place where I could allow someone to
accompany me on my journey. One of the things I've noticed about my
attractions, however, is that they vary greatly from guy to guy:
one time it's a chiseled Aryan god, another it's a short and chubby
guy, next it's a tall quiet guy, next it's a twinky asian guy. I
have this ability to read into people quickly and easily, and the
thing they all had in common was that they were "good people" and I
could see a lasting friendship in them if not a relationship, so I
really have no idea who might come along next, but I know that I'm
gonna need to be able to see a good friendship in him if anything
else is to ever happen.
Also, I've just started delving into
astrology and find it really
interesting in how accurate some of the observations are--and
they're not all stupid universal truth phrases, like, "You
sometimes have a hard time remembering dates occasionally." And
since I lie on the Pisces/Aquarius cusp, I exhibit aspects of both,
although I am still very strongly a water sign.
Recently, I've been actively involved in my own physical
betterment, concentrating on better
nutrition and maintaining a moderate
level of physical activity. Not only did I get a
gym membership, but I'm using it as
well and I'm loving it: watching my body transform and seeing my
goals come to fruition is exhilarating and has only fueled my
desire to continue along this path.
I have a
bird, and I
love her very much--probably more than I could love myself. She is
a 24 year old cocketiel, but I've had her for the past 8 years.
She's nearing the end of her life, however, and merely the thought
of her life ending brings me to tears. I have no doubt that I will
be crying for a month straight when she does pass, so I try to
cherish what little time we do have left.
Music is a huge part
of my life; if I was to classify my tastes, I would have to say I'm
a pop-purist in that I love pop, but not limited to Britney,
Beyonce, and the Backstreet Boys. There are countless artists that
I could list that I enjoy, and the list continually grows when I
find a new artist. Besides pop, I enjoy listening to indie, jazz,
classical, alternative, instrumental, R&B, dance/club, rock,
oldies, and an assortment of unclassifiable artists. Music is my
way of delving deep into myself and really understanding who I am;
music allows me to at will access my emotions and deal with
situations that I would otherwise try to bury. Through this, I have
relieved a great deal of stress in my life.
Super-heroes have always been my
secret fantasy, delving so deep within myself at times as to
believing I actually had supernatural abilities--that's a Pisces
for you. Growing up it was always
Spiderman and X-Men, and
now that I'm all growed up, it'll have to be
Heroes that has captured my heart.
Well, I could hypothetically talk forever here, so I guess I should
save something for later. Talk to you soon :)
At the moment I am a student at
CSUS working on my BA in
Film Studies with an
emphasis in
Video Production. Initially I
entered the program with the intentions of making
music videos for a living, but
I've cranked out a couple
short films thus far and have really
enjoyed the process. So, at this point, anything is possible. Also,
as a means of making myself more familiar with the music industry,
I have gotten a job as a
Video Disk Jockey, or VJ, at
a local gay bar, in which I completely love the work.
I'm really
intuitive. I don't want to claim that
I'm an excellent judge of character, but I do have this strange
ability to understand people on a deeper level much more quickly
than the average person. I'm also really good at
video games--especially the old
ones like Super Mario Brothers or Super Mario World. I love playing
fighting games like
Mortal Kombat and
Soul Calibur, and I enjoy Horror RPGs like the
Resident Evil and
Silent Hill series.
I don't know . . . that's a weird question . . . when I'm
comfortable and around friends, they'll notice my spontaneity and
animated gestures . . . if I really like the music that's one,
they'll notice my ridiculous dancing . . . other than that, I tend
to be one of those guys that you really don't notice unless I want
you to notice me. The friends that I have value me as a really good
friend--a friend for life--because I'm supportive, a great
listener, fun, give great advice, and am reliable. (It feels really
uncomfortable to be tooting my own horn, but how is anybody out
there supposed to really know who I am if I don't say anything,
right?) As for what made us friends in the first place . . . I
don't know.
I don't read all that often, although if I happen to be in bed with
a special someone and they were reading something, I'd more than
likely pick up a book and begin reading too. I'm a fan of movies,
especially
fantasy and
science fiction films, but I pretty much enjoy any movie that I
can loose myself in. As for music, I don't have the space to list
all the music that I like, but there is SO many artists that I
like, and, more than anything, I enjoy finding a new artist that
few people have heard of and exposing them to everybody. And food,
I'm a fan of food. I pretty much heart food.
My
iPod,
sex, my friends, my
phone--purely for the convenience, not because I'm attached to
it--my family, and my bird--although I'm gonna have to eventually
[tear].
As arrogant as it sounds, I spend a lot of time thinking about me.
I
journal a lot as
a means of working through specific life circumstances, and many
entries, if not all of them, revolve around me and my relationship
with those around me. Most of the time, I journal as a means of
bettering my relationship with the people I spend time with;
otherwise, I journal about certain feelings and emotions that are
swimming around in me in hopes of understanding them. When I'm not
journaling, I'm usually listening to music and, thus, creating
music videos in my head.
Working, but then I try to go out with friends, have a drink or
two, and, most importantly,
dance dance dance!! :D
I REALLY like sex, like, A LOT, and I am dying to finally be able
to settle down with someone that I truly connect with on many
levels, one of the most important being a sexual level.
You should message me if you want to. I like to talk to people, I
like conversing, and I generally like people.