Update: Other than this update, I haven't changed my profile in a while. I come on here to take tests when I'm bored. I try and keep message filters as high as possible, and I don't read the majority of messages in my inbox. If you catch me online, only send a message if you accept that my ever sleeping with you (in person, on the phone, online or any other way) is on par with my being attacked by a puma (aka I wouldn't bet anything on it... but I have a problem saying anything will "never" happen... please read that with the understanding that I mean it in the same way I can never say "I'll never marry a telepathic albino cartoonist"... anything can happen, but experience and statistics dictate certain odds). I had to cut myself off... I suffer from an endless need to clarify and elaborate. So with that said, I'll admit I do like meeting nice people who capture my interest. I just have a hard time filtering out all the mindless creeps. So if I ignore you please don't take offense. I'm prone to closing message pop-ups I receive without reading them, and after a few inbox messages I get tired of reading them. You might just get hastily deleted or be someone I'd like to talk to but didn't see because the message was stuck pages back. I don't come online on a regular basis.

I was an entomology major at new college of florida, but I haven't finished my thesis (I did finish all my classes, I just can't graduate without a thesis). I moved back to Tampa to finish my thesis and got swept up in life and still haven't finished it. I've been more focused on rent, food, car payments and trying to keep from living paycheck-to-paycheck. Now I'm trying to figure out the best way to get where I want to be.

I love playing board games and card games, and watching movies. I listen to a bunch of different types of music and I love going to concerts. The trunk of my car is like a library on wheels. I feel naked without my phone. I have a tendency to lose things. I have a tendency to forget, so I'm sorry if I ask the same thing twice. I'm bad with names... I've even blanked on my best friends' names sometimes. I also don't name my pets. My friends usually name them, but I still forget their assigned names on occasion. I want to go sky diving, but bungee jumping scares me. I love roller coasters, but not paying admission or standing in line. I LOVE dancing, though I haven't totally lost the habit of looking to others to choreograph. I recently became a fan of yoga and pilates. One of my worst habits is chronic procrastination. I have a tendency to dwell on things and over analyze situations. I have a dark/dry sense of humor.

I am inquisitive, cynical, and idealistic

I'm still in the stage where I think of life as something that's going to happen to me... along the lines of "what are you going to do with your life?"

I feel like I've made a few mistakes and went stagnant the past few years. Now I'm trying to figure out how to get back to where I want to be.

losing track of (and/or wasting) time, spending hours playing cards or board games, rambling, helping friends/family with homework, drinking too much and having drunkenly-philosophical conversations, etc

really I have no idea, you tell me

but my best guess at the moment is:

1. that I seem unfriendly
2. the scar in my left eyebrow and how messed up my brows look in general
3. my smile and naturally straight teeth
4. my chest

(A) water for elephants, perks of being a wallflower, ordinary people, the jungle, catcher in the rye, a clockwork orange, fear and loathing in las vegas, godspeed, the hitchhikers guide to the galaxy, 1984, notes from the underground, the gambler, crime and punishment, the brothers karamozov, farhenheit 451, hocus pocus, slaughter-house five, brave new world, the doors of perception, heaven and hell, high fidelity, how to be good, a long way down, the ice beneath you, survivor, choke, diary: a novel, invisible monsters, lullaby, tipping the velvet, stiff: the curious lives of human cadavers, the secret history, night-sea journey (from lost in the funhouse), etc

(B) american history x, empire records, the united states of leland, cool hand luke, jarhead, domino, bang bang youre dead, C.R.A.Z.Y, girl interrupted, the boondock saints, donnie darko, igby goes down, dazed and confused, spun, trainspotting, snatch, mysterious skin, the breakfast club, the safety of objects, the ice storm, home room, clerks, dogma, the shawshank redemption, fight club, pulp fiction, requiem for a dream, garden state, fear and loathing in Las Vegas, liberty heights, love actually, but im a cheerleader, underworld, the x-men movies, shaun of the dead, 10 things i hate about you, etc

(C) bif naked, allman brothers band, ben folds, brand new, the cure, eric clapton, creedence clearwater revival, everclear, flashlight brown, fiona apple, jefferson airplane, the jim carroll band, jimmy eat world, jack off jill, joan jett, less than jake, liveonrelease, led zeppelin, lily allen, sugarcult, 30 seconds to mars, lynyrd skynyrd, marcy playground, melanie safka, morrisey, motion city soundtrack, no doubt, the offspring, paramore, pennywise, pink floyd, radiohead, rob zombie, rock kills kid, rod stewart, seether, shinedown, the smiths, social distortion, sublime, tegan and sara, tom petty, tool, unwritten law, the used, the vincent black shadow, weezer, etc

(D) turkey sandwiches, pasta, soup, etc. i hate condiments and seafood (except tuna steaks)

1. that perfect peace with the beat filling your head and your body unable to resist moving... or not moving, depending... but nonetheless completely absorbed with now
2. myself... with/despite/etc whatever necessary
3. the escapism of a damn good book
4. sleep
5. personal fantasy
6. choice

things i probably would be better off not thinking about

people, my past, my future, "what would happen if...", etc

the last few months its "what the fuck am I going to do with myself(/my life)?

hanging out with friends, catching up on the sleep I missed earlier in the week (I usually pull at least one all-nighter a week), etc

Disney movies make me cry

you have the urge :)

(and you can speak/type English and aren't trying to get me to go meet you somewhere for sex)

Also, you need to know I'm not one of those girls waiting by the phone. I don't play games, but it may take me a while to respond. Don't take that personally, I'm just a busy girl.