to begin with ;

lemme just say what's in my mind at this very moment:
I realised that, most guys are into girls whose hair is long and beautiful, whose wearing cup D, whose cleavage were awesome,etc,etc. I'm not revealing my hair and I'm the humble B cup girl..and I would never flaunt my oh-so-cute cleavage for the whole world to admire..so I am so aware of the fact that most guys will not find me "attractive" enough.. haha.. I'm not being stereotype occay.. I'm just saying that MOST (but not ALL) guys are into..well.. THAT . Anyway, I'm just wishing I'll end up meeting some great people in OKC for the sake of friendship and something else in between if there's any possible chances/lucks of course..

In a nutshell, I am a plain girl-next door. I live a hectic life yet I'm loving it.My alter ego id is PRIDE.FAITH.AGONY. I am proud of myself and I'm carrying my pride on my name since.. forever.I have the strongest faith in Allah,my creator, and my family. I believe agony is a must to make living a better living. I love both; myself and my alter ego -self. I must confess I am VAIN (most of the time). Which is why I need a decent and humble man to keep me on balance. hahaha :p I am carefree. I could sprang out of all the sudden and do unbelievable things. I smile and frown a lot,I laugh (and it can be quite tough for you to stop me) and I cry a lot. I'm funny..I talk like..A LOT. Oh! and I'm cute too(whaaaat??cant u tell already?) ;)

Last but not least, just so you know ; I am mostly fond of men who can actually COOK and men with martial arts talents. ( A ninja is a sexy sexy sexy man!) haha

currently, I'm studying in college. I'm doing bachelor of education in TESL (Teaching English as a Second Language). I'll becoming a teacher/educator once Ive graduated. I have a strong passion of becoming a teacher because both my parents are teachers too. ( so do 3 of my aunties and 2 uncles!)

talking.! hehe.. I talk too much sometimes I drive my friends crazy. :P
I'm a well known public speaker in college, I'm in the debate team for 6 years (since high school) to the current. I would love to meet some interesting people in here for future debate session. ;) I'm good at grabbing for potential chances. and I love writing. I consider myself a good writer too. I 'd wrote more than 30 poems so far. some were in english and some in my local language (Malay). My pen name is Larasephia, sapphire.X, and pridefaithagony. Google these names,see what'll come out. then you'll know.

I keep my current masterpieces and ramblings here :
www.larasephia.blogspot.com
http://pridefaithagony.blogspot.com

this is where I kept my former (read: VERY old) masterpieces . stuffs I wrote when I was still a school kid. so some were sucks. and they were in malay language. urgh~
http://gallerialara.blogdrive.com/

I thought I should encourage those who wish to get to know me to read my stuffs..because sometimes some (smart) peeps could actually get the real pic of the real me simply by reading all the stuffs Ive wrote. I've deleted my first blog which contained hundred of my masterpieces out of stupidity in 2007. It felt like going thru an abortion. Blaaaahh Enough said.

and I'm a shoes fetish. I'm a true fashionista too. <-- think I should stop being so vain now..I can see somebody is going to puke.

my oh-she's-so-bright attitude

and
errr..

my (pretty) eyes , so I heard

can I ask YOU this question now? Tell me! :)

I'm not a slavish fan of any particular writer but mostly I'm into classic, autobiographical,historical, romance,cultural, etc,etc. I love doing the analysis of shakespeare's too.

I love movies such as : Action,Thriller,Horror ( preferably not too much of horryfying stuffs..like.headless ghosts/ghouls,stuffs like that) It gives me terrible nightmares. And those with lots of bloods and psychotic murderers.( screaming is great for mental theraphy. and help clearing your sore throat too)

I love mellow-symphonical -Gothic -Metal.
My all time most favourite bands are Nightwish,
WithinTemptation,Therion, Theatre of Tragedy,Anathema,Sirenia and The Gathering. I listen to their songs at least 50 times a day. listening to these kind of songs make me feel like living in a dream world..which is cool for a great dreamer like me! ;)

Other than that....? Hurmm.. I think Epica is a great goth metal band..its just that..some of the lyrics of their songs are too offensive to me, but they are a bunch of great musicians and Simone's vocal is just so fine. Cry For The Moon is a hell of a GREAT song!! Sometimes I listen to Trail Of Tears..their music arrangements are great.. didnt like the voices thought.. the same goes for After Forever..

I wish I could somehow have the kind of voices.. but all I ended up with is shrieking. haha :p

Ive just found out this great band : Caprica. search them on youtube (Capricia - Something's Wrong). they're theatrical metal band from JuruSalem. just freakin awesome!

Others? Muse,Paramore, well just to mention a few... a little bit of some cool R n B songs, frank sinatra and josh groban sometimes..

Food? I eat almost everything. I'm a true food lover.. as long as it doesnt seem bizarre enough to my eyes and tongue. I eat apples more than anything else since the past 24 years.

MOMMY! ( but mommy is not a thing,isnt her?) :|
my family
MONEY
my brain
some cool heels
w.a.t.e.r

my future...

my death..

endangered panda bears :{

and

the end of the world..

staying home, read some chick lit novels,rent some dvds and watch 'em with my stuffs toys. ok, thats typical and pathetic

sometime I do a bit of clubbing and playing tennis.

nice trick question. ahaa

well... I wont spill something like..really private in here

but..

there's one thing I'm willing to share ;

Since I am going 25 y.o in a month time, I hate to admit but I think about it quite often now.. *sigh sigh *
I need to find a potential future life-partner a.k.a , a husband

:{

you are decent enough

and looking for

errrr...

romance.. *sigh*