Jumping on my bed with the kids, singing along to childish songs or ones I despise, being an internet junkie after having my last child, obsessed and determined Courtney Love killed Kurt Cobain and collecting all evidence on it (even making and writing a film), often being overly pertinent, and lazily using "u" and "4" and mockingly using popular slang terms that make me want to decapitate the founder... Damn it, I am so normal it is scary and so weird it is uncanny. I have done about every drug, have been a cheerleader (not by choice), worked in factories, worked in fast food,won every spelling bee I was in, have physically fought men, and worked professionally... My passion is writing, and my biggest talent is being able to say all my United States in alphabetical order in like 15 seconds. I can say my ABCs backwards faster than that, but yeah a few people can do that! I love the smell of cheesecake and idolize Marilyn Monroe... I adore Kurt Cobain... I am very moody, yet pretty stable. I never generalize where I fit in because, without sounding cliche or arrogant (in my head anyways), I do think I am one of a kind. I am supposedly a manic depressive with anxiety issues, and I tend to agree but do not fit that typical classification in "their system." I talk to myself a bit and head bang a lot... I voted for Kerry... and I decided to ramble off some stuff I typically would not include in a profile! :-0

I am finishing my college degree a little late, after being with the same jerk for seven years and havin three children... I am done reproducing young and plan to start my career very strong, considering the fact I stay convinced I am strong and that I have all the motivation in the world now! I am getting ready to do something TOTALLY out of the realm of rational, yet it is for love and involves a culture change and a looong airplane ride...and I am soooo freaked out on planes, especially since I saw LaBamba. I am smoking my cigrattes and drinking my Budweiser, being a child with my children, being a parent and example to my children, and letting music and love guide me out of the dark hole I created for myself to dwell in.

Spades, drinking people under the table, being the mother I wish I had (well, in a way cuz I really admire my Mom), fist fights, convinving people I am right/debating, spelling, writing any and all things, role playing games, cooking (especially casseroles), scaring people when I am angry, Scrabble, and some other things that I would either get in trouble for writing or can not pinpoint at the moment.

Unfortunately, my breasts...:-/....but also my long hair, legs, and usually wearing either a smile or a cute pouty face... and most people love my innocently child-like playful nature.

(a) Catcher In The Rye... And The Sea Will Tell...Lord of the Flies... any Anne Rice books. (b) The Crow... Basketball Diaries... The Outsiders... America History X (c) NIRVANA!!!!...punk rock (old real punk rock)...grunge...classic rock...blues...metal...and please no bubblegum punk, country, rap, r and b, hip hop, or boy/girl pop crap. (d) Mexican (mmmm)... Italian (especially fresh, hot fettucine alfredo)... Broccoli n Cheese casserole...Cheesecake...

1. My Kids 2. My True Love 3. My music 4. My computer 5. My original mind and heart mix 6. My Budweiser

There is no way I could cover this, even if given 10 years! My mind works on a million levels simultaneously... I worry too much and seem to be rational where I shouldn't be and impulsive where I should be knocking on my head to see if anyone is home! I think about the obvious: my children / their future, my life / my career, my family, my friends, and moving away... I also think a lot of Kurt and his daughter and killing Courtney Love, and I miss ALF. Oh my God, I looooved that alien! And then it makes me wanna shoot this guy who liked me in the arse for burning my Alf doll because I would not acknowledge his presence. I think a lot about my childhood and the impossible and about going on a killing spree when I get stressed because I know I will never do it in real life... My mind is too active. :-S

Usually spending time with my man, quality time... as well as my kids if there is no one babysitting. :-p I am usually drinking too.

Nothing is very private to me... I guess the fact that I am more insecure than I make out sometimes.

You love Nirvana, just want a friend or someone to talk to, or if I sound interesting!