I am clever, curious, and confused.
My Self-Summary
I'm an
alternative-hedonist. I'm
looking to make the most of my life, but I'm going to do it in an
ethical way. What does that mean? Sometimes I don't know myself. I
have very contradictory desires.
For instance, I hate materialism, but I find myself loving my
computer and camera. I don't want to be a part of any economic
system, but I want to be able to raise a family.
I have too many dreams and goals to be able to achieve any of them.
I also lack motivation sometimes. I need someone their to motivate
me. As independent as I am, sometimes I think I lack a better
half.
I probably think way too much for my own good, but I wouldn't have
it any other way. Philosophy is a big part of my life. Philosophy
and philosophical fiction are my self help books.
What I’m doing with my life
I'm still figuring things out. I want to help society in one way or
another.
For now, I'll go and do the college thing till I find my way.
Hopefully, that path handles paying the loans off...
I’m really good at
I excel at
web
design when it comes to the back end. I love making good
databases and creating PHP classes that make sense. Creating a
website is my art.
Also, I've been doing a lot more cooking and I've received many
compliments there. I'm
flexitarian so I stick mainly to
vegetarian
dishes, but I do eat some meat. I am still able to cook a mean
steak!
Here's another random fact, in high school I was called the Virgin
Sex God, because people came to me and asked about sex even though
I was a virgin at the time. How I knew what I was saying I don't
even know. Maybe I read it somewhere...
I'm also a good kisser apparently. I still don't believe people
when they tell me that.
The first things people usually notice about me
When people first meet me, they think I'm quiet. They finally
realize I'm pretty boisterous when I warm up to them.
I start off as shy in person, but that's because I want to know how
free I am to be myself in front of you.
My favorite books, movies, music, and food
I love existentialist
philosophy.
Friedrich Nietzsche is my
favorite philosopher. But, my favorite book is probably
The Stranger. I also
love fiction in the style of
Charles Bukowski or
Hunter S.
Thompson. Also, I can't help but always relate to Holden
Caulfield from
The Catcher in the
Rye.
I love
movies.
Terry
Gilliam is my favorite director followed closely by
Stanley Kubrick. My
favorite move though is
Taxi Driver.
Robert de Niro is the man!
When it comes to music I'm all over the place. I like
punk,
psychobilly,
death metal,
blues,
psychedlic rock,
folk,
electronic,
drum & bass,
alternative rap,
and many many other genres. My all time favorite bands though are
The Doors,
The Dead
Kennedys, and
Morbid Angel.
I'm vegetarian!! Have you ever been to Pho Tre Bien? Its
delicious!
I still don't know what my favorite vegetarian dish is. I do eat
lotsa PB&J though. That's just classic yummyness though.
The six things I could never do without
Above all, I need my cellphone. I'm definitely connected to
everything that way. So, I guess I also need Facebook, Twitter,
social contact, a calendar, and alarm clock; which my cellphone has
conveniently enough!
I guess that shows that I'm very independent, but hunger to be with
people. This is again another weird contradictory aspect of myself.
I have no idea how to explain it.
I spend a lot of time thinking about
What is the meaning of life? I could work as hard as possible to
make my life easy, comfortable, and full of leisure. But, I want to
give others access to the good things I have already. How can I
help the world?
Where am I going?
Will the path I choose allow me to have a family?
So, basically my future and existence in general.
On a typical Friday night I am
I get out with friends whenever the time arises be it a weekend or
weekday.
But, sometimes I'm just stuck home because there is nothing
planned. I get bored! I want to go out and do interesting things!
Who wants to escape with me just for a little while?
The most private thing I’m willing to admit here
I never think too far ahead. I think about where I could go and how
I could achieve that, but I don't ever choose what I'll do. I kinda
just let things work out for themselves.
That sometimes brings near disaster to my life, but I feel its a
more honest living.
You should message me if
You want to talk about complicated things and not necessarily get
to a solution. Let's just get lost together.
Or, hey! Maybe you're just looking for some fun. I'm up for a small
break from harsh reality.
Or, maybe you just need some help. You need someone to talk to. You
need a hug. You need a massage. Or, you want a free meal!
I'm a giver and a lover. Let me know what you want ;)
You can get me on AIM: ubrmnsch327