Well, at the moment im sitting at my cousins house watching Riply's believe it or not. I mean yea it is 3:07am but for some reason I cant bring myself to sleep. It may have something to do with how I have to sleep on a chair, but mabey thats just me. I mean I think the only thing keeping me sain is writing down everything im doing for strangers to read. yea, im sane... I dont even think most people on here even give a shit. Anyways, I have a question for anyone reading this. Do you really believe you can find "true" love? I mean I think most people want to but whats the chances of actually finding it? I would love to find a great person to spend my whole life with but are happy endings real? Wow sounds like an episode of Sex in the City if ive ever heard one... Anyways, ill wrap it up for now, my cousins kid is crying and its hard to concentrate. Plus, must, go, find, food...

Alas, the bird has died... =( I was so hoping that It would live but it must have been worse than I thought. It makes me really sad that I couldn't save it but I don't think there was much I could have really done besides what I did. Im sorry little guy.. R.I.P

Like five minutes ago I found out two of my cats had caught and were playing with an alive adolescent blue jay. I couldnt bring myself to leave the poor thing so i picked it up with a dish towel and put it in a small hamster cage and called the first number on injured wildlife. All i have to do now is wait till morning to call when the place is open so they can take care of it. I really hope it can last over night. It wasnt badly bleeding but it had a cut and i think its wing is broken. So if you can please wish the little guy/girl good luck and hope it lives :/

Screw my last post i was just ranting...as i am now but on a different matter....Anything that comes to mind really. like.... I actually met someone pretty cool on here and we met yesterday in person. His name is Nick. Hes really cool and funny too. I had a lot of fun the funniest part is when we got lost downtown for like three hours trying to find his car LOL. And even though it sounds boring it was fun and funny.hmmm now what... Oh yea about my friend. He got mad because hes really jealous. end of story. okay i do believe thats the end of my rant for now i will most likely have more later but till then...BEAM ME UP SCOTTY!

Okay so not only am i FUCKING bored.... but I have a very bad sunburn on my back and shoulders that hurts like a mofo, I slept all of two hours last night due to, many factors. I cannot go inside my house because my father is...well lets say a very unhappy bear... RAWR!!! im bored and sleep deprived!