In some ways I'm lonely for a companion. I miss having someone to talk to and laugh with and maybe even someone to cuddle with. I would love to have a sex life but right now that feels really impossible. Even more now because of how my health limits my abilities, I only want to get involved with someone who values more than just sex. Friends first is the only thing I can handle and only after friends could I offer more.
I just had to get this off my chest. I've met others who share my disease and many of them have reported that people they thought loved them left them over their illness. This has taught me that I can't burden anyone with my illness and even though I have the greatest desire to live fully and deeply I'm limited. I have to be careful who comes in my life.
I am a good girl with a big heart. Treat me with respect and I will return the same courtesy. Do not even bother talking to me if all you want is sex. Go to the Strip joint and have a blast if you want to find an easy slut, but I'm not one of them. I'm not a free lay.
I'm still a dork, that hasn't changed. And there is ALWAYS a lot going on in my head and my life.
I'm a deep thinker, which inevitably will lead to my down fall (kidding). I'm an intellectual and good stimulating conversation makes me happy. More often than not I start the conversation and dominate it. (I try not to, just can't help it sometimes.. I'm working on it. Can't help being smart. lol) I'm witty, sarcastic and my humor can be a bit dry. I find humor in everything and I know how to laugh at myself even though I take myself seriously. I'm self motivated, and independent. I'm probably a little arrogant (and that's probably genetic. I take after my father in that respect).
I am Witty, Analytical, and Dry-Humored