I am calm, dreamy, and joyfull.
My Self-Summary
I'm pretty much and ordinary guy. Kinda like that boy next door
you'd like to know better if he wasn't so shy. It turns out i
married too soon and left a whole of unfulfilled sexual
accomplishments. I get nervous when i'm with someone new, sexually,
and i want to try to be with someone else, outside my marriage, to
get rid of this nervous attitude and improve my sexual behavior. I
know this makes me a bad person, to be willing to cheat on my wife,
but i feel it's something i can no longer put aside, for my future
well-being. It's a tough bone to chew, unfair, and something i
don't feel good about.
What I’m doing with my life
I'm struggling to fulfill my life. Focusing in
doing the things
i love most, not wasting my energy with pointless distractions.
As simple as it sounds, it's a daily struggle. And i keep
remembering this old saying "The things you own, end up owning
you".
I’m really good at
It's a good/bad thing really,
i like a lot of
different things. I'm very enthusiastic and curious.
The first things people usually notice about me
I look much
younger than i actually am. I'm really quiet and give away a
sense of peace and tranquility. Very polite and elegant. People
usually don't find me interesting at first site, but stay close
once they really know me...
My favorite books, movies, music, and food
It's hard to tell, since i like so many different things. You can
find me reading a Gabriel Garcia Marquez, and the next week with a
James Bond novel. Right now i'm reading "Stranger in a Strange
Land" by Robert Heinlein.
I also like comics. Not the common super-hero stuff, i prefer
real-life stories by authors like Craig Thompson, Adrien Tomine,
Erica Moen. Still, i'm a big Hellboy and Tintin fan.
Watching Fight Club, the Godfather, The Lord of The Rings for the
5th time, or just the occasional romantic comedy playing on the
TV.
I watch/read a lot of anime/manga. I'm a big Miyazaki fan. The last
movie i really liked was "The Girl who leapt trough Time".
I like Rock music, most of all, but i'm a big Jazz fan, and Metal,
and world music... lately, I've been listening to Creed, David
Bowie, Slayer, Brad Mehldau (i just go along with the mood)
I eat pretty much everything,
i never get fat (high-rate
metabolism). I like portuguese food, also italian, chinese and
japanese.
The six things I could never do without
Family, friends (without these two, life would be just empty),
jogging (exercising), a good book, a good film, and of course good
sex.
I spend a lot of time thinking about
Doing something
better with my life. Summing all of the
above and everything else!
I definitely should think less. I think too much. I should be more
spontaneous, and less worried about what people might think of me.
But that's not easy for me to deal with.
On a typical Friday night I am
At home, watching a TV show on the couch. Or dinning with close
friends. I prefer a quiet evening than to go out partying. It's
something i've done in the past and no longer appeals to me.
The most private thing I’m willing to admit here
... meh!
You should message me if
You have some sense of adventure and don't mind seeing a married
man. If you like to know someone interesting, good mannered,
open-minded, truthful, sometimes unpredictable, occasionally funny,
very curious... a jack-in-a-box!