Outside of the physical tiredness from school, work, and sorority obligations - I'm so tired of relationships and games.

The past few days I have remembered what it was like the one time I was in love. It was easy. Sure, there was work involved just like with any relationship. But it was simple and it didn't feel like work. He and I changed and we grew apart. But I miss what we had.

I've been wondering if this is something I'll ever get to feel again. It seems like every time I talk to someone new, I feel like I'm trying so hard to get something back... and it just doesn't happen. 95% of the time it just ends with a lack of response.

I'm starting to lose hope that I can fall in love again. Only time will tell.

So, I'm really very bored and trying not to write my physics paper. I decided it would be a good idea to see what okcupid says I need to do to have my profile/account be at 100% completeness. Also, incomplete things give me a little bit of stress. So here I am. Writing a journal entry.

I also uploaded 2 new pictures of myself. Well "new" to okcupid. They make it quite clear that I can be a goof sometimes. :]

I would like to say I'm actually kind of impressed with okcupid. Well, more impressed than I thought I would be. I dated a guy last year for a short time that I met on okcupid. Maybe it will happen again?
There are, of course, downsides to the site, but I like to focus on the positive in things. So there.

Right now I'm just hanging out, sitting with my puppy, procrastinating. Spring break is actually really boring because most of my sisters and I have conflicting schedules, some went out of town, and I have too many assignments to list.

I have another journal that I write in, so I don't know how often I'll use this. But, hey. I'll try it once. :]