" A SUMMARY"... What a word to describe oneself... reminding me of an end... and we are here looking for a new beginning, aren't we? Besides, there are so many things to be said that I simply can not call them "a summary", "a novel" would be better... a novel to be "read", not to be (re)told...

However, I WILL say something about myself, not because of the desperate try to catch someone's attention, but because of the simple fact that describing myself I will definitely describe my possible soul mate as well...

I am gentle, passionate and DIFFERENT... different from the most people around who are playing by the established rules hidden behind the masques...
I am terribly direct and open, somewhat mysterious though, brave, compassionate, devoted, idealistic, romantic... Somewhat childish, yet very serious... Reasonable, but guided by emotions, honesty, immaterial "things"... Is IT wise nowadays... or has it EVER been? I guess I DO NOT CARE. Material world can not be compared to my immaterial inner kingdom...

...or what's my life doing with me... I am STILL looking for "my knight in shining armor"... and KNOW that there IS one somewhere out there... created for me... for me alone...
Childish again? Too idealistic, fatalistic even? No... Wouldn't it be beautiful if we could always look at the world with the eyes of the children?

...being an innocent child and a mature woman at the same time... being a friend... being a lover... being romantic, sometimes melodramatic, sometimes even dramatic...

Yes, why do people often say "DRAMA FREE"? Why that negative connotation? First and foremost, DRAMA implies deep, strong emotions and enormous sensibility... don't you like that part? The unpleasant and tragic SCENES do not necessarily follow... This is not Shakespeare's time... (un)fortunately...

Should I mention foreign languages and music - it seems so trivial after what I have said...

are, unfortunately, connected with physical appearance... my eyes, my hair, the way I dress... unfortunately - because people (read "men") often can not or will not see deeper... Mr. Right SHOULD and hopefully WOULD see the real me beneath...

LOVE and MUSIC have always moved me, made me fly or made me sink... Both (flying and sinking) have been great...

Madredeus, Cristina Branco, Maria Dolores Pradera, Italian musical scene - Eros Ramazzotti and many, many others, Croatian musical scene - Gibboni, Oliver, especially... ABBA... CHICAGO... E.L.O. ... FOREIGNER... ENIGMA... ENYA... etc,etc.

Movies - too many to be mentioned, maybe something like SPLENDOR IN THE GRASS and Wordsworth's verses:
"... we will grieve not, but rather find strength in what remains behind, in primal sympathy that having been, must ever be..."

are not the THINGS. I can't do without an embrace, a kiss, a touch... and I can love ONLY a truely good person...

Oh, yes, I adore animals...

Isn't it obvious from what I have written? Deep, true emotions, unconditional love... waking up each and every day by my best friend, by my best lover...

There isn't anything typical about me or any of my Friday nights... Friday or Monday night - it's all the same as long as I can FEEL whatever may be felt... distant music, close friendship, distant, yet close love...

As someone has already said:
"I STILL HAVEN'T FOUND WHAT I'M LOOKING FOR..."
...and I will add:
Still ready to do many silly things for love...

you STILL BELIEVE in love, if you STILL CAN love and if you CAN SHOW IT...