I am odd, philosophical, and amusing.
My Self-Summary
Okay so I think my first crack at this turned out way too blasé and
impersonal, so we're gonna give this another shot.
It's honestly rather hard to summarize yourself when you have no
clear conception of who that self is. Now the last thing I mean by
that is I'm uncomfortable with myself. On the contrary, I'd say I'm
pretty awesome. But what aspects best constitute oneself and should
therefore be described? Circumstances, habits, idiosyncrasies,
matters of taste, ideologies, passions, modes of thought? I think
by now I've at least shed a little light on that last one.
Maybe as a compromise, I can take each general personality trait
and spell it out individually with a particular example alongside
all the rest in one long stream-of-consciousness description. Let's
do it.
In no particular order, I'm a Kierkegaard reading, Ninja
Gaiden(original NES) playing, newspaper comic
drawing, meaning of life thinking,
swing dancing, ocarina playing, 8-bit music listening, video game
programming, gym going, tea drinking, mentally
masturbating, conversation
stimulating, city walking, club going, romantic gesturing,
humorously self-deprecating, nice guy.
You can fill in the rest of the blanks as you go along.
Tack on apolitical, areligious, but not amoral. I actually fancy
myself a virtue theorist of sorts. I know that I agree with
Schopenhauer on at least one thing when he said that he was not
interested in the times but "the eternities," which is why I'm much
more prone to study the ethics of politics, as Aristotle would have
had it, instead of political science or policy making.
I would also like to eventually get a small, brown, shaggy dog and
name him Heraclitus, only to then try and pick up girls with him by
telling them the story of how he taught all the other dogs at the
kennel that the two opposing forces of the universe are love and
strife and that thus, the one basic substance of the universe is
fire.
By the end of this page you will probably notice that I find quite
a bit of enjoyment in sketching an amusing portrait of my
self-conception.
What I’m doing with my life
I'm going to school for engineering, though it's really because I
have no idea what else I might do for a job, and randomly taking
philosophy classes on the side.
I've actually come to realize that I enjoy drawing moment diagrams
and computing beam deformations, so that worked out pretty
well.
Once out of college, I hope to work on progressing in my
self-actualization in New York City, of all places. That's where
the dog mentioned above comes into play.
I’m really good at
Over analyzing anything, particularly silly things,
Battletoads, sketching
from life or doodling cute cartoon people, solving systems of
linear equations, traversing quite possibly the entire spectrum of
humor, telling self-deprecating stories, method acting (especially
when conversing impersonally, and I'll take note that I still
haven't had the opportunity yet to try my hand at writing
authentic, old age love letters to someone, which I still think
would be good fun), making hot chocolate,
DDR, waltz, Frisbee, and constantly
talking to
myself.
The first things people usually notice about me
My smile, I've been told, though I usually dress well enough for
that to be noticed as well, not that I define my sense of self by
my clothing.
My favorite books, movies, music, and food
I usually don't read much outside of the fields of philosophy,
psychology, physics, logic, religion, or politics. Not meaning to
be pretentious here, I just enjoy unenjoyment. Also add graphic
novels.
Some books that I've tried to read and probably haven't finished
yet: Either/Or, Thus Spoke Zarathustra, The Myth of Sisyphus, The
Republic, Walden, The Analects, Enquiries Concerning the Principles
of Morals, Being and Time.
Current intellectual interests:
Kierkegaard's journals
Aristotle's Ethics
The legitimacy of the democratic state
Trying to beat Civilization 2 (I hate the modern era)
I'll try my hand at a top five... actually make it six... here:
Waking Life, Forest Gump, Robin Hood Men in Tights, A Goofy Movie,
Gladiator, and Network. There's a nice mix.
I'll also add that while I watch hardly any TV at all, I still have
one show on DVD, which is Boy Meets World.
I'm open to listening to most music anytime and have listened to
much more normal things up until recently, though now in my own
time I usually stick to obscure, weird things like Nerdcore and
video game related music. Favorites include The Protomen,
YTCracker, MC Hawking, The Minibosses, Powerglove, and music from
the Final Fantasy, Dragon Quest, Megaman, and Castlevania series.
The latter group is mostly constituted by remixes, be they
electronic, rock, or orchestral. However, my favorite thing to
listen to will forever and always be the 5 Centimeters per Second
OST.
Whatever healthy stuff I can afford to cook for myself.
The six things I could never do without
Philosophy
Nintendo
human contact
a sketchbook
public transportation
my mp3 player
I spend a lot of time thinking about
Everything, including questions regarding the self and identity,
ethics, the meaning of life, what it means to be human, the nature
of the universe, how I should waste my time, what would make for a
good comic.
On a typical Friday night I am
Playing Mario Kart.
Or if I'm at the arcade, playing Time Crisis 2.
The most private thing I’m willing to admit here
I buy books much faster than I can read them, so they end up all
piled up.
Whenever I try to draw a certain facial expression on one of my
comic characters, I unconsciously make that same expression on my
face in order to get it right.
I've already reached the pinnacle of my quest to become a
purposeful human being by beating Through the Fire and the Flames
in Guitar Hero on expert(no more than 3 times). It can only go down
hill from here.
I used to nerdily believe that emulating DDR while dancing at a
club was acceptable. Wow was that stupid.
I'm accustomed to eating approximately the same things in the same
portions every day, albeit with variations in spices and sauces.
Food = fuel.
I can only play fake drums.
You should message me if
You're a weirdo.
Or if you enjoy engaging in Socratic dialogue.
This quote gives a good insight into my thoughts on relationships,
platonic or not, at the moment:
"Certainly friendship calls for an understanding, but not the kind
in which the one always knows what the other is going to say, no
indeed, what it needs is that the one never knows what the other is
going to say. If it got to that point the friendship would be
over."
S. Kierkegaard