It's your future, shape it.
"... the beloved presents himself or herself simultaneously as a body which can be penetrated and a consciousness which is impenetrable. Love is the revelation of the other person's freedom. The contradictory nature of love is that desire aspires to be fulfilled by the destruction of the desired object, and love discovers that this object is indestructable and cannot be substituted."
I wouldn't say that I am overly complicated. I am a fairly relaxed kind of excitable. I like gaming, reading, movies, hiking and pretty much anything I haven't tried before. I feel like a person should explore one bad idea a week just to make sure the universe has not changed the rules on us.